Chords for Emotional Song About My Brothers Drug Addiction

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_ [F] _ _ [A] _ [F] _ I can't believe that you're on [G] meth again.
Now you're on the seats weak, sleeping anywhere [A] you can.
I try to give you my love, but you don't seem to care for it.
Makes me think that you're involved in some twisted [F] experiment.
I wish that we can go back to our childhood and [G] cherish it.
Hug you every second and not care about [Am] embarrassment.
But now you chose your fate, so I'm no longer looking up.
You don't want to [A] change because you like what you've [F] become.
Don't tell me that you love me.
Don't tell me that you care.
Don't tell [G] me that you're hungry.
I have no change to [Am] spare.
Don't ask mom for [F] money, motherfucker.
Don't you dare.
And don't ask me for a ride.
I [E] won't take you [F] there.
I'm just completely done with you.
I'm fucking done [G] with you.
Basically threw away the last eight years.
How [Am] dumb is you?
I'm not as [F] passive as I once was.
So if you make our mom cry again, I'll kill you before that drug does.
Fuck you for all the times that you stole [G] from me.
For all the times that you made our mom [A] cry.
For all the times that you told us all [Am] lies.
How can you treat your own blood like we're [F] nobody?
Fuck you for all the times that you play [G] with my health.
For all the times that you pushed your own [A] mother.
For all the times that you were no big [Am] brother.
Man, I'm done.
What the hell you have to say [F] for yourself?
Oh, what can I say?
I'm [G] addicted.
I've been like this for years.
I really wish I could kick [A] it.
I say that I'm a change and that this [F] time is different,
but it's always the same.
I admit it, bro.
You're so damn gifted.
Your lyrics always get my spirit lifted.
[G] Shit, I know that you can make it, man.
Don't let your dream diminish.
[A] I got your back no matter how far I am in distance.
And I'd be right and hit you if it wasn't for addiction.
[F] So don't say that I don't love you.
Don't say that I don't [G] care because this is what the drugs do.
I was [Am] unprepared, bro.
I don't have control [F] of my life.
I'm fucking scared.
I don't know what I'm doing.
Even time is unaware.
I'm just completely done with life.
I'm fucking done [G] with life.
It already wants [B] to.
I'm no longer putting up [Am] a fight
because when it opens the door [F] for me and shuts it twice, I'm living life horribly.
But I'm glad you've done it right.
I'm sorry for all the times that I stole [G] from you,
for all the times that I made her mom [A] cry,
for all the times that I told you all [Am] lies.
But but that doesn't mean that I don't [F] love you.
I'm sorry for all the times that I played [G] with your health,
for all the times that I pushed our own [A] mother,
for all the times that I wasn't no big [Am] brother, bro.
I don't know what to say.
I need help.
_ Bro, I know that [F] you can do [C] this.
Just quit this damn addiction, man.
Stop looking for excuses [Am] to pursue it.
No, you didn't have a dad because he was [F] stupid.
But [Em] you have a brother who will always help you through [Am] it.
I done seen you at your worst.
[F] I seen you at your best.
[G] I seen all of your friends and it's just me that you have left.
[Am] I did all that I can.
[F] Honestly, I don't know what to do, but you are my blood.
So I'm never giving up on you.
Real talk. _ _
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