Chords for Colicchie " Drug Addiction " ( prod by Big Jerm )

_ [A#m] _ _ _ _ [F] _ _ _
_ [F#] Khaleesi, you see everybody got a [C#] story to tell, well [A#m] here's mine.
My pain's deep, I've been through hell, [F] I managed to survive so I got a story [Fm] to tell.
[F#] Listen, I stand victorious, make the sign of the cross, [C#] look I'm here to be the voice
for every friend I've [F] ever lost.
[A#m] Let me pray as I put together my hands, [F] I've never been ashamed to tell you the person I am.
[F#] When it comes to doing drugs, I've never [C#] been a rookie, but hold up, let me tell you about
the places [F] that they took [A#m] me.
I haven't showered, it's been possibly a week and [F] I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible [F#] to speak.
That coke is in my arm now, it's impossible to sleep.
My [C#] throat's numb, closed shut so [A#m] it's impossible to eat.
Losing weight's a part of my daily routine, I [F] always use against my will, just praying
[A#] I was clean.
[F#] So nod your head if you understand what I mean, when [C#] I was growing up I never [A#m] thought
that I would be a fiend, ever.
My life's tumultuous, it's never getting better, [F] another abscess from my arm is [A#] getting severed.
[F#] My exquisite vision, depiction of [C#] dereliction, livid living conditions, malicious [F] on a mission.
[A#m] All these green tree cops, look they all know me by my first [F] name, paramedics had to revive
me, this [G] ain't a game.
[F#] I've worn the same clothes for like the last ten days, and [C#] look I wanna do better, but
I don't know a [F] different way.
[A#m] Completely all alone, I'm sitting in this room, [F] I empty out the bags, brown liquid [A#] in the spoon.
[F#] I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little, [C#] the water's been added, I place the cotton
[A#m] in the middle.
I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic device as [F] I am tying off, I'm trying to find
a decent [A#] vein to strike.
[F#] I shove it ever so gently up underneath my skin as [C#] I'm pulling back the plunger to this
blood in [F] the syringe.
[A#m] I push it in and try to drift away to heaven, [Fm] but criminals like me, that's never the place
that we're headed.
[F#] The guilt, shame, remorse, and regret I never addressed, and [C#] I'm a mess from all this pain
and this anguish I'm [F] filled with stress, [A#m] overdoses, I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke.
[F] And smoking on a new port I never have any [F#] hope.
This is me, I'm feeling like I don't deserve [C#] more, I feel disgusted as I'm pushing [A#m] on this burnt shore.
Someone stole the vinegar in the midst of a [F] blackout, another shooting gallery, another crack house.
[F#] On the porch, welcome to hell, he's on the floor, [C#] man, I'm glancing at my arms and all
I ever [A#m] see are sore tracks.
I'm feeling filthy, dirty needles with the orange [Fm] caps, peeking out the window, someone
with the-
Lock the door, [F#] latch.
We're blasting off, departing from this [C#] mothership, I look around as others search the cupboard
[F] for another [A#m] hit.
Crest, whitening strips, and mock trees.
[F] I'm on a suicidal mission till these cops [Fm] try to stop [F#] me.
We boosted every day, selling steaks for half price.
[C#] Any dream I ever had was shattered by [F] glass pipes.
[A#m] Glass rose, devil got me in his [F] lasso, into the gates of hell when I didn't even have a [F#] passcode.
I'm hard-headed, I will never learn my lesson.
[C#] You know the drug, commit a crime, and [F] get arrested.
[A#m] The misery never ends, I'll spend another week in jail.
[F] I don't have friends, family never [C#] paid my bills, [F#] so I would withdraw and kick on that
concrete floor.
[C#] I feel I've had enough, but my body is [F] screaming more.
[A#m] The food is horrible, but I haven't eaten in days.
[F] No reason to call home, cause I got nothing [A#] left to say.
[F#] I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see prison.
[C#] Look, I'm tired and exhausted from this life [F] that I am living.
[A#m] I would get a couple days clean and say that I was done, [F] but every time I got released
I was [A#] back on the run.
[F#] It's back to thieving, lying, robbing, and ripping, and running.
[C#] These problems, I don't solve them.
I'm crippled and [F] sick to my stomach.
[A#m] I hang with prostitutes and these deadly [F] degenerates.
I'm homeless for the moment, but that's really quite irrelevant.
[F#] The only thing that matters in life is my next high.
[C#] I gotta be willing to change and give it my [A#m] best try.
I'm a servant and this heroin's my king.
[Fm] I'm feeling like a slave as I dangle from these puppet [F#] strings.
I'm just a marionette, I'm staring to death [C#] as I am carrying regrets that are just tearing
[A#m] through my flesh.
We're dealing with a topic we're so careless to neglect.
[F] We're dealing with a dilemma leaving every [A#] parent stressed.
[F#] I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired.
[C#] But then it finally happened, motivated [A#m] by desire.
I hit this point I wanted to change, enough is [F] enough.
My effort's been exhausted and I'm tired of being stuck.
[F#] My faith is never blind and my future I barely see, [C#] but overnight was overminded.
I had this [F] moment of clarity.
[A#m] So it begins and it's essential I believe.
[F] Cause if it worked for you then it just has [Fm] to work for me.
[F#] Through all this pain there's gotta be a positive [C#] message.
I talked about the past, now let's talk [A#m] about the present.
I'm no longer living that way for me, it's a blessing.
[F] But with one bad decision I am back [F#] in that obsession.
And 03 was diagnosed with Hepatitis C.
[C#] I utilize the pad, it's always been a [A#m] fuel for driving me.
And then you ask me why do I give this my all?
[F] I'm not trying to see rest in peace on my Facebook wall.
[F#] I got clean in 05 and started [C#] rapping.
I started touching lies, I never thought [A#m] that this would happen.
This shit today, trust me it isn't hair.
[F] When it's killing everybody in the comments are [F#] disparaging.
No one cares, I guess I'm fucked and I'm clean.
[C#] For them another deadly overdose is just [F] something to see.
[A#m] Look, I pay attention to every post that I read [F] as you were sitting there judging in
front of your iPhone screen.
[F#] Talking about these dying addicts and how they are [C#] worthless.
And if they put a needle in their arm [A#m] then they deserve it.
But that's someone's mother, someone's uncle, someone's [F] daughter.
And that's someone's aunt, someone's son and someone's [F#] father.
As I rap this shit is giving me chills [C#] and I'm speaking off experience.
That's how [F] I know it's real.
[A#m] These ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a disease.
[F] And look I really don't care, you can believe [A#] what you believe.
[F#] I don't care to argue, I don't gotta give you proof.
[C#] Listen, I was right, you don't gotta [F] defend the [A#m] truth.
Incurable, progressive and fatal unless arrested.
[F] I'm expressing aggression with every [Fm] sentiment [F#] confession.
Once a junkie, always a junkie, you're [A#] boring me.
The [C#] last time I checked [F] there's one ultimate [A#m] authority.
I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these critics.
[F] Cause if you've never lived it then trust me you'll never get [F#] it.
Be quiet, you're not allowed to speak [C#] about it.
If you've never lived it then you're not [F] allowed to speak [A#m] about it.
How often you forget [F] the only time that you should ever open your [A#] mouth is to eat [F#] a dick.
Everybody is dying, it makes me [C#] sick.
This isn't an epidemic, this is more [F] like an [A#m] apocalypse.
So when I struggle it's only right that I fight.
[F] And my experience recites on how that diamond [A#] saved my [F#] life.
Look, you don't got a clue what I've been [C#] through.
When I was at my worst you couldn't walk [F] a mile in my [A#m] shoes.
I survived a lot so it's only right that I smile.
[F] When I'm aware of my surroundings I'm no longer in denial.
[F#] I'm blown away by every message that I [C#] get.
It gives me motivation, it's the reason [F] I never [A#m] quit.
We gotta do this together, we must [F] trust.
There's no you, there's no me, [A#] there's just [F#] us.
I'm doing this with courage, I'm doing this with [A#m] pride.
I'm doing [C#] this for every single friend [A#m] that's ever died.
I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost a [F] loved one.
So live your life cause tomorrow may [F#] never come.
Be grateful for your past, embrace it, don't get [C#] embarrassed.
Everyday there is more children growing up [F] without their [A#m] parents.
I felt pain, look I'm not afraid to cry.
[F] My life changed once I was [A#] willing to try.
[F#] I've been given many chances, now it's truly do or [C#] die.
I'm doing what it takes, or my daughter [Fm] will never see [A#m] me high.
_ _ [F] I'm doing what it takes, or my daughter [C#] will never see [F#] me high.
_ _ [C#] I'm doing what it takes, or my daughter [F] will never see [A#m] me high.
_ _ [F] I'm doing what it takes, or my daughter will never see [F#] me high.
_ _ [C#] I'm doing what it takes, or my daughter [A#m] will never _ _ see [F] me high. _ _
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