Chords for Vin Jay - Addicted (Music Video)

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_ [E] _ [Am] I swear to God they'll probably never understand [F] me
Sick of just walking around pretending I'm happy
[G] Feel like collapsing from all the weight [C] that I carry
[Am] But I just keep it pushing and pop me another Xanny
Know it's sad but I remember as a kid it was rough
[F] Always thought we had it all what I was missing was love
[G] Now I was drowning in some waters that were thicker [C] than blood
[Am] Still they wonder how the fuck I [E] got addicted to drug
[Am] Damn but they don't get that I'm avoiding feeling pain
[F] Only time I feel alive is when there's poison in my veins
[G] Mama telling me to look at what I'm doing [Cm] to myself
But [Am] I just wanna be fucking [E] happy like everybody else
[A] They [Am] looking down on me like I'm the fucking villain
[F] I don't wanna talk about it I know they don't wanna listen
[G] I was only trying to make up for the feeling [C] I was missing
[Am] If I'm only feeling pain [E] tell me what's the point of living
[A] Every day I'm [Am] waking up and trying to deal with the stress
And [F] I've been acting like I'm happy when my life is a mess
And [G] all I know is that I got this fucking pain in my chest
And [Am] I would love to get clean but [E] I'm too fucking depressed
[A] Damn, mama's panicking and losing her faith
[F] Came to tell me bout to be having a beautiful place
She said, [Gm] just checking up if you was awake
She [A] broke down when she seen the [E] sun blue in [Am] her face
Thought, no one ever told me it would be [F] this hard
Never really thought that [G] it would take my life
No, I just want the pain to [Am] fucking go away
[E] Pain, pain, pain
[N] Once _ _
_ _ [Am] _ upon a time we were the happiest couple
[F] Knew we always had each other, never had any trouble
[G] Always had each other's backs if we happened [C] to struggle
I [Am] left some people in the past and [E] they were mad that I love you
[A] Said it's only [Am] puppy love, I knew that wasn't the case
[F] I remember getting nervous when I brought you on dates
[G] Conversations bout the future and cop in the [C] wrong place
[Am] Talking bout the day you [E] be sharing my last name
[Am] I think I've loved you since the time that we met
You [F] had my heart and to be honest you was taking my breath
[G] All my homies said that I became a little [Am] upset
Never thought that you would give and [E] leave me fucking depressed
[A] Damn, how could you leave me girl I thought you were the one
[F] Free to do like a queen, never lied to you once
[G] Now I feel like I'm drowning and there's water filling my lungs
[A] I don't wanna be alone, I'm [E] afraid of who I've become
[A] You're gone and I fucking hate it, I feel like I'm suffocating
[F] You ripped my fucking heart out and never tried to replace it
[G] Now when I think about you all I feel is disgust
[A] You were all I ever wanted, [E] thanks for fucking it up
[Am] Everybody that's around me knowing something is wrong
They [F] always try to tell me love's the strongest drug of them all
You [G] know what, I'ma go and see for myself
[Am] Let me pop a couple Xanny's, [E] I'ma see if it help
[Am] Oh my god, I think I finally feel alive [F] again
Oh my god, I think I'm finally bout to smile [G] again
And I just started sleeping better at night
I [Am] think I finally found the feeling [E] of what heaven is like
[Am] The getting rid of all my stress when I'm torn
And [F] I can tell that they're relieving all my pressure for sure
[G] Till my dealer told me that he couldn't get me [C] anymore
[Am] Now I'm feeling way sicker [Ab] than I ever did before
[Am] Shit, I can't even take a brief intermission
Without [F] me throwing up or feeling like a piece of me's missing
It [G] was the time I needed love, now I need a prescription
I'm [A] done with living like this, I'd [E] rather legal injection
Cause [A] all I think about is pills when I open my eyes
And [Dm] everyday I'm [F] waking up and feeling broken inside
When [G] all I really wanted was to feel happy for once
But [A] now I'm losing myself and losing my family's trust
Damn, I [Am] really think these drugs have taken my soul
[F] Probably pop them till they put me in a grave and [G] I'm cold
But I can't point any fingers, I know the blame is [C] my own
I [Am] got addicted to a bitch and [E] that's a fate that I chose
[A] No one ever told me [Am] it would be this hard
Never really thought that it would take [A] my life, no
I just want the pain to [D] fucking go [Am] away
Ay, ay, ay
No one ever told me it would be [F] this hard
Never really thought that it would take [G] my life, no
I just [Am] want the pain to fucking go away
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