Chords for participation trophy - i will never feel the same way i did in 2016

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I'm gonna [Ebm] say it got a lot [F] worse My eyes [Ebm] always looking tired now
Back hurts from the posture Still [B] don't even want a [Gb] lot done
[Ebm] Everything I do is awkward [F] I can't even make the [Ebm] right sounds
[Eb] Tired of acting like [Ebm] I'm not sure [Bb] I wish [B] I was with [Db] you right [Gb] now
I don't [Ebm] mean to fuss about [Bb] my head But it [Ebm] keeps controlling [Eb] me
I don't leave the [Ebm] house cause I live in the [B] place you [Gb] were with me
I changed up my room, [F] moved the desks, and replaced the _ [Ebm] _
furnishings
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Don't understand but [F] they still act like they [Ebm] know me
I would just blow my brains [Bb] out But my [B] mama [Gb] loved me
I can't give her [Ebm] the pain, [F] no I really wish I [Ebm] was just a normal kid
And [Bbm] not such a [Bm] [Gb] complication But I'ma say that's still not [Bb] changed
The more I get [Ebm] stuck in my [Eb] ways The more I get why I'm [Ebm] a waste
Why everybody [B] throws me [Gb] away I guess [Ebm] I'll just be
[F] Over here just [Ebm] me That's if I just go trust me
[Bbm] Just wanna save you [B] from [Db] me
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