Chords for SadBoyProlific - i never knew what i meant to you (ft. Dearly Somber)

_ [B] _ _ _ _ _ [E] Hey, [G] old friend, _ _ _ I've [D] had this bad feeling [A] since _ [D] _
[G] you were still alone
_ _ Why [D] _ _ _ _ [A] _ _ [D] _ _
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[G] _ do people leave?
Actually, why do I seek relief?
[D] In people who only mistreated me, [A] let a [D] sense of dependence and need in me
I'd give the ones that I love all the blood in my [G] body, but never be seen [D] is enough
I used to kick on my clique, never trip by the bitch, I would smoke in my lungs
Now they just [B] copy me [Bm] putting out music instead of pursuing the shit [D] that they love
They haven't seen [Bm] all the sleepless nights I would stay up for the times [G] I would write [D] as I cut
I still have notebooks with pages and pages of verses soaked [A#] all in my [Dm] blood
Conversations I had [Bm] with myself and no one felt like giving a [A#] fuck
[D] Contemplations I had of just [G] giving it up
One night I grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
[D] Thinking it won't be so silent when [A] everyone hears [D] what I've done
Squeezed the trigger as hard as I could but the bullet was stuck
[Bm] X20 lines on my skin, [D] fell asleep and left life up to luck
I'm not scared of the dark anymore, I'm in love with it
I spent so much time in it, I became one [Bm] with it
I don't ever wanna see the sun again
All I want is to be fucking dead
[D] Leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin
A knife with an upside [F#] down [Dm] cross and blood dripping off it
An ounce [Bm] of some vodka, make sure there's a mod spit
[F#] Make sure [D] that my mom isn't in the middle [Bm] getting stoned quick
For all the time she left me and my brother unconscious
High [D] off the drugs coming off it
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