Chords for Hotel Books - Constant Conflicts

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I [C] spend too much time erasing, not enough time [G] changing, blurring the lines between
sick [Am] and selfish, [C] hoping I could grab on for just a second.
But [G] I've learned to take what [Am] I can get and use the [C] parts that make sense [G] and relent only
when I [Dm] meet my own death and [C] find the pace I can circumvent.
When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong?
All along I'll rest my aching joints to [G] my own broken [Dm] hope and swan [C] song.
But maybe I'm overworked because I like breaking the healing process as [G] a comfort when I'm
[Am] aching with this new [C] perspective I'm finally taking.
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_ _ [C] Cause I will sleep in the [F] comfort of your warm sheets or [C] wait until the further flames
[F] of hell I may withstand.
[C] _ [Em] Cause I will sleep in [F] them even if all I [C] receive is building gates into a bed of _
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Death is not [C] a choice and love should not be either.
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_ [Am] _ [C] I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather.
_ [G] _ _ _ [Am] The only pain [C] worse than killing with force is killing with [G] neglect I guess and now [A] I
know that our [C] complacent love is completely dead.
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I will [C] complicate this love just to feel something [G] and I'm sorry if it's [Am] clouded all the facts,
the rhythm [C] of my heartbeat change in the moment that I [G] realized you were not coming [Am] back.
I will [C] complicate this love just to feel something and [Gm] I'm sorry if it's clouded [Am] all the facts,
[C] the rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I _ contextualize the [G] words I'm masked. _
_ [Am] _ _ _ [C] I will _
[F] _ _ _ [C] sleep in the comfort of your warm sheets [F] or wait [C] until the further flames of hell I
would give up all I [F] have just to [G] go back home.
[Am] I'm from the [C] red cross I [F] hope you know I hate being [C] _ alone. _
_ _ [G] You used to make my mind clear _ [C] now [G] your absence does [C] instead.
_ I heard your dog barking in the backyard he only does that [F] when you're home _ and I just
[C] hope you understand I never meant to grow apart but I knew at some point I had to grow.
I guess I could have picked a better time to learn patience [F] but now [C] I'm learning that I'm
becoming the one who broke my heart.
I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions.
I conformed to what I understood to be happiness [F] or undiagnosed and self-medicated approach to
getting lost in each [C] other's contentment led to a misconception of your beauty.
I still can't believe that [F] I lied to you [C] especially because when I said [F] it I [C] thought I was telling the truth.
I thought I was strong enough to carry you but now my mind [F] is clear _ and I hope you hear this.
I love