a morning spent thinking of a life without you Chords by Flatsound

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_ _ _ _ _ Tonight I [G] walked through a field that used to [Eb] scare me more than I scared [G] myself, and
thought of the last time that I felt [Ab] hopeless.
Sixteen, in my father's car, wondering how an artificial light could make me feel so
[Eb] empty, and if it looked as dull pouring from street lights as it [Ab] did shining from my tiny
arms on days when the [G] world was too loud and my voice was too sweet.
_ I wish I had known you then, about your mind and how it perfectly mimics my own.
Or how good it felt to lie in this field knowing it was never death that interested me.
It was the idea of an opportunity to follow a cold breeze that promised to take me anywhere but here.
_ And you thanked me for curing [Ab] you, [Eb] for saving your life when you thought nobody could, and
reminding you that people are worth loving, and worth holding on to.
But I'm left with a knot in my chest asking why this feels so much like leaving and letting go.
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Treat me like a stained mattress, rest your body on my body.
Let me feel the weight [Eb] of your existence so [Eb] I know what purpose feels like, and [Ab] I'll lie
patiently waiting for a kiss, three [G] seconds to prove to you that the biggest [Eb] mistake in
your life was jumping before the building collapsed. _ _ _
_ _ I'm sorry you thought this couldn't work, _ because I've never wanted anything more in
my entire life than a blue little kid.
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