The Pensive Disarray Chords by Voyager

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[D] _ _ _ I'll seek to _ find all _ _ the [Bb] things that I have found, _ all the times that I have lost.
[C] So [D] _ _ I'll seek to _ yield _ to _ the [Bb] pressures of today, _ to the _ pensive disarray.
[C] And I'm [Gm] still holding _ _ _ _ _
[Bb] _ _ _ _ [C] on to what [D] I've got.
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_ _ _ _ _ _ I'll bring _ all _ _ the [C] gifts of vinegar to the ones that I [Dm] adore.
So I _ _ can _ _ _ surround _ _ _ _ myself with [C] the ones I love, _ with the [D] ones I [F] trust.
And [Gm] I'm still holding, _ _ _ _ _
[Bb] _ holding _ [C] on to [A] what I've got.
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_ _ [E] _ _ [Dm] _ And I'm [Gm] still holding, _ _ _ _ _
[Bb] _ holding _ [Gm] on to what [A] I've got.
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_ _ _ _ _ _ I take the [Gm] pressure _ now, I [Bb] take the _ silence [F] out.
[C] I [Dm] keep believing, [D] I [Dm] keep believing.
_ I hold the reason, [D] I [Dm] hold the reason.
[Gm] I hold the answer _ how, will [Bb] I know [D] why [C] right now.
I [Dm] hold the reason, I hold the reason.
_ I am deceiving, [D] I [Dm] am deceiving.
_ [Gm] _ _
_ _ _ _ _ I breathe [F]
the, _ _ _ _ I feel [Eb] the, and I wonder, I wonder I [Gm] can't escape from [D] here _ _ [Gm] again.
_ I _ breathe the, [F] _ I _ feel [Eb] the, and I wonder, I wonder I [D] can't escape [Gm] from here [D] _ again. _
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_ Like the silence above, _ _ _ in the tears I will glow. _
_ It's illusion I crave, _ _ it's the feeling I stay forever. _
_ Stop it, stomach, and evolve, _ _ _ into pieces I go.
Don't _ you know that I see, _ _ in the absence of glee, if you always say.
_ _ _ I seek to find, _ _ _ _ all [G] the [Bb] things that I have found, _ all the times that I have lost.
So [D] I _ seek _ to _ [Dm] yield, _ _ _ to the pressures [Bb] _ of today, to the penances _ array.
And I am [Gm] still holding, _ _ _ _ _ _ holding _ on to [D] what I've lost.
_ _ _ _ I [G] take the pressure _ now, I [Bb] take the _ [E] silence [F] now.
_ [C] I [Dm] keep believing, [D] I [Dm] keep _ [D] _
[Dm] believing.
I hold the reason, [G] _ _ [Dm] _ _ [Gm] I hold the answer _ how, will [Bb] I know [D] why [F] right now.
[C] I [Dm] hold the reason, [E] I [Dm] _ _ [D] _
[Dm] am believing.
[D] _ _ [Dm] _ _ [Gm] I [F] know the answer [G] now, [Dm] I feel.
I [Bb] know what you have said [F] is real.
[C] And [Dm] I am suffering, _ _ _ _ _ _ [D] seeking all the pain.
[Gm] I [Dm] hold the answer [D] now, I feel.
[Gm] I [Bb] know what you [D] have said [F] is real.
[C] And [Dm] I am [D] suffering, _ [Dm] _ [D] again, _
[Dm] seeking [D] all [Dm] the pain.
[Gm] I [Dm] hold the _ answer [Am] now, will [Bb] I know why [A] right now.
What [Dm] is the _ reason _ [C] for [Bb] this, penance [B] in _ _ _
[D] disarray? _ _ _ _ _ _
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