Chords for Um, it's Kind of a Lot

[G] _ _ _ [Bm] _ _ [C] _ _ [D] _
[G] _ _ _ [D] _ [G] I'm afraid of leaving my house I'm afraid of dying of cancer
I'm afraid of black sedans, white vans, and [C] computers
_ [G] [G] I'm afraid of losing my mind I'm afraid of windows and airplanes
I'm afraid of my [E] past, my past, and [Am] my [C] future
[D] But I've [Am] never been afraid of no [D] one breaking my heart
It's not [Am] like I'm about to fall and cut [D] my throat on the charts
[Em] I'm afraid of [E] damn near [Am] everything
_ [F] All my life's [B] a panic trip, a [G] rocket [Em] ship to [B] planet skid
So [Em] I'd hold me [G] like a [A] tourniquet and howl you like an [B] iron maiden
[A] I've grown used to fear, [D] but no, not to you yet, my [G] dear
Oh, I love you so [Bm] much it scares [C] me half to [G] death
[C] I'm not used to [G] this, how did it [D] happen?
Baby, [G] oh, I love you so [Bm] much it scares [C] me half [G] to death
[C] The other half I [G] guess I'm giving [D] to you
Oh, [G] baby, oh, I'm afraid that you'll change your mind
I'm afraid there's somebody better
I'm [Bm] afraid of four-letter [G] words like love for [C] endeavor
[G] [G] And I'm afraid you'll notice all my flaws
I'm afraid you already [D] have, obviously
[G] And I'm afraid, oh, come on, too strong for you to turn [C] and stare at [D] you too
But [Am] I've never been afraid to [D] win my heart, I must see
At [Am] least to prove I'm weak, and [D] if you cut me, I'll bleed
[Em] Could you be in [E] the light my X [Am]-rays need?
_ [F] All [Am] my life's [B] a duke of Nero, [G] oh, Jillian
You [B] won't believe this, [Em] stand [G] me out
You don't know [A] where I've been, [Dm] hold me at [B] claw's length, baby
[A] I'm not used to fear [D] of losing [G] something I hold dear
Oh, I love you so [Bm] much it scares [C] me half to [G] death
[C] I'm not used [G] to this, how did [D] it happen, baby?
[G] Oh, I love you so [Bm] much it scares [C] me half [G] to death
[C] The other half I [G] guess I'm giving [D] to you Oh, [G] baby _ _ _
[E] I'll twist my words, a clever [Am] turn of phrase _
[F] Sorry, [B] darling, I'll just use [G] my calc [A]-a-ny
[B] Self [Em]-aggrandize, [Eb] coddling my [G] _ [A] narcissism
M.A.D., [B] come ride my yay-bomb
[Em] While I beg you [E] to say I'm [Am] okay
So [F] here's one last [B] lyric to sum up [G] these thoughts I've struggled [B] to come up [Em] with
To [Eb] make me [G] sound deep [A] and smart, and then I promise [B] I'll shut up
[A] Wait, let me think, hold on, I got [D] this
[Em] Anything but I'm in love [G] with you
I love you [Bm] so much [Gb] it scares [C] me half to [G] death
[C] How should I [G] put this, [D] how did this happen, baby?
[G] Oh, I love you [Bm] so much it scares [C] me [Em] half [G] to death
[C] The other half [G] I guess I'm giving [D] to you Oh, baby
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