Chords for The Holdup - Still the same

If I told you I'd [Eb] try to change, would it make [Gm] up for all the stupid things [F] I've done?
Maybe [Eb] you'd forgive me, but that'd still be a pain when you consider [C] that it's possible I'm not the one.
So [Eb] much time you spend here believing that maybe [Gm] I was perfect and I gave [F] you a reason.
To think [Cm] what you think you see isn't what you're seeing.
If [Gm] you believe in, I won't blame [F] you for leaving.
Just know [Eb] that I promise this was never my plan.
If you never [C] forgive me, you should [F] understand that [Eb] I'm sorry for being the way that I am.
[C] At least I'm never safe, cause I'm done with it.
I can't, [Eb] well, I cannot change.
I think I'm [C] fed up, but [F] now I [Eb] have tried to be a better person, [C] but I don't know how.
Oh, [Eb] won't it be this way?
I'm [Bb] trying to tell you I can't change.
I wish [Gm] I could tell you all the things I'm doing.
I know [F] what to say to you, but I'm [Dm] so afraid.
I wish [Eb] I could tell you that I'm a bad guy.
I wish [Bb] I could tell you to stay away.
I [Gm] know what's wrong with me and try to fix it.
But [F] somehow I keep making the same mistakes.
I'm [Eb] trying to change.
_ But I'm [Bb] still the _ same.
[Gm] I'm trying to _ change.
[F] But somehow I'm still the same.
[C] _ _ _ _ [Bb] _ _
_ _ [Dm] _ _ _ [G] _ _ _
[D] _ [Eb] Leave it alone, how can I leave it alone?
My [C] mistake, I've made a mistake, it's not that [F] I've ever known.
So [Eb] many drinks and this is too many homes.
So [Gm] many crazy nights after too many shows.
But [Eb] I'm not gonna stand here and keep asking for second [Gm] chances.
I know better than you, I [F] don't deserve this.
[Eb] Always the same, and they're asking me for honest [Gm] answers.
I'm not positive that you've ever heard them.
I'm [Eb] sick of waking up from what am I doing?
I [Gm] cannot think this love is [F] going to end me.
It [Eb] doesn't save my health to think about what I'm losing.
I never thought [Gm] some of you kids would be the [F] ones in envy.
You [Eb] don't need me and why you're still here?
[Bb] Girl, I wonder, but that's your call.
I [Eb] keep telling myself I don't need you.
But I know that [Bb] it ain't true at all.
[Eb] I never wanted to be this way.
I'm [Bb] trying to tell you all I can see.
I wish [Gm] I could tell you all the things I'm doing.
I [F] know what to say to you, but I'm [Dm] so afraid.
I [Eb] wish I could tell you that I'm a better guy.
I [Bb] wish I could tell you to stay away.
I [Gm] know what's wrong with being sad and fixated.
[F] Somehow, I keep making the [Dm] same mistakes.
I'm [Eb] trying to change.
But [Bb] I'm still the same.
I'm [Gm] trying to change.
_ [F] Somehow, I'm still the same.
[Eb] _ _ _ _ [Bb] _ _
_ _ [Gm] _ _ _ _ [G] _ _
_ [Dm] Trying to change.
_ [Bb] I'm still the [Gm] same.
I'm trying to change.
[Eb] But somehow, I'm still the same.
Sad to be the [Bb] same.
_ [Gm] Trying to _ change.
[C] Somehow, I'm still the same.
[Eb] _ _ _ _ [Bb] _ _ _ _ [Gm] _ _ _ _ [G] _ _
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