Chords for the grudge

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_ [Bb] _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
[Gm] Trust that you betrayed, _ confusion that still lingers
Took everything I loved and crushed it in between [Bb] your fingers
Now I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
But I hold on to every detail like my [Bb] life depends on [Gm] it
My undying love, now I hold it like a grudge
Now I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough
And [Eb] I try to be tough, [Bb] but I wanna scream
How could anybody do the [Eb] things you did so easily?
And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
But you know I can't let it go
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for [Cm] so _ long
_ _ It takes [Gm] strength to forgive, but I [F] don't [Eb] feel strong
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The arguments that I've won against you in my head
In the shower, in the car, and [Bb] in the mirror before bed
Yeah, I'm [Gm] so tough when I'm alone
And I make you feel so guilty
And I fantasize about a time [G] you're a little fucking sorry
And [Bb] I try to understand why you would do this all to me
You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy
[Gm] Not knowing my heart hurt people, hurt people
And we both drew blood, [Dm] but man, those cuts were never equal
[Eb] And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
And [Bb] I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
But you know I can't let it go
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for [Cm] so long
_ _ _ It takes [Gm] strength to forgive, [Eb] but I don't [Bb] feel _ strong
_ _ _ _ [Gm] _ Ooh
_ _ _ _ Do [Cm] you think _ [Eb] _ _ _ _ [Gm] _ _ _
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[Eb] that betrayal
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Try to be mean, but even after all this
You're still everything to me
You're not, [Bb] no, you don't care
I guess that's fine
But you know I can't let it go
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried [Cm] for so long
It _ _ [Gm] takes strength to [F] forgive, but I'm [Eb] not quite sure I'm [F] there yet
_ It [Gm] takes strength to forgive, but
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