Chords for Rivilin - Control ft. $LOTHBOI [Lyrics x AMV]

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[Em] _ _ _ _ _ _ [C] This [Am] is it, she's been all for it, it's just another crisis I must solve
When did it become so [F] competitive?
And now I'm hesitant
_ To let [Am] the ones I know I should love in, but being backstabbed is so repetitive
Now I've been here all before, drunk, I bust out on the [C] floor
I've seen those messages, some m's don't think you guys should [F] leave
You know you should, cause I'm known good, I'm known [Am] good
I understand that, I'm fucked up
I'm through with questions, feels like I just don't understand what I've been [C] through
I'm through with questions, my whole panic, owe me all my [F] statuettes
It's so hard to look at your eyes, to touch, when [E] the pills just aren't too much
For me [Am] I couldn't cope, [E] sinking down into the abyss where I [Am] never rose [C] again
I see my pulse flooding, I'm no more, deep down in my own [F] hell
Like a bliss filled with alcohol, suicide, [Am] fucked in my own way
Fucked together, fucked apart, don't remember how it got that bad back then
Felt better by [C] myself, this love boy guarding my back, climbing up and reaching [F] the end
My mother just wants to see me [E] smile
I'll step back with a [C] blank face, cause [Am] this is not an end, it's just an alternative _
[C] Just a mark of Christ inside my soul, when did it become so [F] competitive?
And now I'm hesitant
To [Am] let go once I know I should love them, but being back's not this repetitive
_ No need no sentiment, I [C] see you crying, you're crying now
My most failing mouth [F] is rattling, _ your argumentative
I may be [C] future stuff, down in a hole and you can't take [Am] away
Competitive, the thoughts in my head, [C] they be shaking me
Till the end I'll be digging [F] all the negative _ thoughts in [Am] my head
_ Yeah, yeah, _ adrenaline, _ the panic from the thoughts [C] and the memories
They've been overwhelming me in [F] all my good days
I'm hesitant to question my own [E] fucking habits
The memories keep trapping [Am] me, I'm stuck in this repetitive
_ I need medicine, _ [C] I'm an alcoholic piece of shit
Negative, I [F] got some problems with my fucking memories
The [Am] trauma from my fucking past can get the [A] best of me
It's beggar in the river then, let's climb up on the corpses, [C] let's get rid of them
I be tired of the lies [F] I be slaving with, shit I'm fucking sick of it
I'm a [Em] piece of shit, but I [E] bet I'm still the better man than faking [Am] it
Competitive, just an alternative, _ [C] just a mother thrusting some of soul
I wonder if it comes so [F] competitive, and now I'm hesitant
To [Am] let the ones I know I should love in, but being back's got this repetitive
And holding no sentiment, I [C] see you crying in the crib
Yeah, my most failing mouth [F] is rattling, your _ argumentative
[Am] I may be future stuff, down in a [Em] hole and you can't take [E] away _ _ _ _ _ _ _
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