Relate Chords by Fj Outlaw

[C] _ _ _ [Bb] Turn it up a little bit more in the headphones. _
_ [C] Little [Bb] more if you could. _ _
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_ [C] Yeah.
[Bb] _ [Gm] _ FJ. _
[C] See lately I've been drifting [Bb] away with nightmares, a bunch of demons and a fiery plate.
[D] I try to keep all of the fakes and haters out of my fate.
[Am] I know that I'm a good dude but feel like such a disgrace.
And [C] sometimes I just want to kill over and [Bb] die.
Don't let it show too much in public but I'm dying [D] inside.
I wonder when I'm in the [C] car if it'll be my last [Bb] ride.
I feel like [Gm] running far away and finding somewhere to hide.
And in reality I'm [C] miserable like most of the [Bb] time.
But I keep pushing cause I [Dm] want to hit the point where I shine.
I want to find myself [A] a woman I can hold and call [Bb] mine.
They get to know me and they [Gm] leave me at the drop of a dime.
And it [C] hurts.
Realistically what hurts me the worst.
People really only [Am] like me cause the sound of my [D] verse.
I'm badly wounded on the [C] inside and I need me a nurse.
[Bb] See I done felt like this [Bb] forever and it feels like a curse.
A lot of [Fm] people come around and really think that they [Bb] know me.
I smile all the time but they don't know that it's [D] phony.
The groupies always [C] tell me that they wish they could [Bb] blow me.
[Gm] But that ain't what I want so I just [Dm] keep being lonely.
And [F] I am really fucked up in the head.
[Bb] I couldn't think of any better way for it to be [D] said.
I wasn't joking if you [C] heard me say I wish I was [Bb] dead.
But I don't [Gm] want to go to hell cause I put [G] one in my head.
With that [C] said to keep it honest in the future I might.
[Bb] I'm sick of living in this darkness always searching for light.
[D] It's like the good and evil [A] that's inside me constantly fight.
[Bb] I fill [Gm] myself with drugs and alcohol to get through the night.
And in [C] reality I live my life in so much pain.
[Bb] Since all my people passed away this shit just ain't been the same.
[D] A lot of folks I keep [Gm] around think that this life is a game.
[Bb] My body's filled with so much hatred really [G] I'm just ashamed.
In my [C] brain a lot of days I don't know what to do.
[Bb] My question is how would you feel if all these thoughts were in you?
[D] When people never understood [G] all of the hell you've been through.
[Bb] So when they're mad or get [Gm] depressed they come and throw it on you.
It happens [C] every single day and I just feel so weak.
Like my emotions could [Am] explode because they're close to their peak.
[D] I sit and listen quietly [A] and try to not make a peak.
[Bb] But in my head I'm freaking out and I'm just ready to tweet.
I hate to [F] say it but I'm honest this is how I feel.
[Bb] I know a lot of probably hate because I'm keeping it real.
[D] I'm like a fish that just got [C] hooked I'm trying to fight with the [Bb] real.
Only [Gm] humans so I had to come and tell you the deal.
Until [Am] today a lot of people didn't know that I'm stressed.
[Bb] They have a misconception that I have an S on my chest.
[D] I try to keep it positive [A] and always hope for the best.
[Bb] But if you [Gm] take a look inside you'll see I'm super depressed.
It's been a [C] while now that I've just chosen to keep this hidden.
[Bb] Did a lot of stupid shit and now I wish that I didn't.
[D] It's been a shitty fucked up road I sat and just ridden.
[Bb] A lot of [Gm] people probably hope that it's a joke and I'm kidding.
But to be [C] truthful there's a lot of times I want to just cry.
[Bb] I feel like life is such a [Dm] hassle I just wish I would die.
I sit and think of shit that [C] happens to me wondering why.
[Bb] That's probably the biggest [Gm] reason why I keep getting high.
It's all [C] day all night and all year that I struggle.
[Bb] With all this shit that's in my [Am] head that I just sit and I juggle.
[D] I sit and wait for other [C] pieces of my life to just crumble.
[Bb] It's like I'm trapped inside my head and can't get out of the rubble.
And [F] realistically I know that this sounds so bad.
[Bb] See I can't help that every day that I wake up that I'm sad.
[Dm] I sit and dwell because growing [C] up I really hated my dad.
[Bb] But in [Gm] reality I'm thankful for the [A] mother I have.
See I was [F] raised inside a Christian home.
It's really [Bb] crazy that it's daily that I'm in the corner [Dm] holding my phone.
Contemplating thinking should [C] I put a slug in my dome?
[Bb] Or pray for [Gm] God for all these demons just to leave me alone.
I sit and [C] wonder how my life's gonna end.
I'm like a [Bb] monster and this world is full of angels.
I'm just trying to blend.
[D] And even though these people say [C] they're my friend.
I understand [Bb] that they just want what they can get and that is really pretend.
My whole [C] life I've had a hatred for people.
It fucking [Bb] blows my mind that people can't just treat each [D] other as equals.
And even though I sit at [G] church while I pray to the steeple.
[Bb] I've always [Gm] had a little feeling everybody is evil.
That's just life and the way [C] I perceive.
I stop and think [Bb] about my kin that passed away [Dm] and take a second to grieve.
And even though at times I wish [C] I could leave.
It's in my head [Bb] that I should take a second to chill and take a second to breathe.
[Fm] But all I feel is a hate.
[Bb] I pray to God everybody relates.
[D] And as I sit and get baked and try [C] to maintain my faith.
[Bb] I pray to [Gm] God that everybody [Dm] relates.
It's FJ.
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