Chords for Nova Rockafeller x H1987 - DEAR NOVA ( Prod.H1987 )

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And when I started I had a heart full of fire, stomach full of hunger, sparks from the liars
Got mad weak but I can never find my lighter They try to beat me down but I am strong like
a [F#] tiger Smoke my bowls, broken and beautiful
See so much [F#m] shit, no [D] pharmaceuticals Drunk in the sidewalk, sitting under my [B] feet
Walk a hundred blocks tryna figure out why I'm [Bm] me
And I've been hurt but that's mine like a secret
Somewhere in the shadow where you can't see it
Only I will know the shit I've been through [B] And I'll probably never tell you the truth
[Bm] I will keep the fucking pain to myself I pretend I'm not a messenger's spouse
I'll keep the [D] fucking rapes to myself And the hate for myself [Em] to myself
Like everybody else [Bm] Street so dark [F#] and the park looks gray
Jumping off swings tryna reach new heights [G] Sitting bowls in the slides, counting stars in the skies
[Bm] My reflection in the window, I get lost in my eyes
Looking to the moments as they all coincide [F#m] Block time and I'm with myself on all those shitty nights
[Bm] Sitting on a suitcase under city lights [B] Had to run away because it wasn't really right
[Bm] Took too many planes, met so many [F#m] faces Fall in love so often, broken all the same [Bm] places
I can hear a voice, sound it like a boy [B] Drink cause it get louder when I'm wasted
[Bm] And I laugh when my exes get [B] stabbed Cause I'm a bad person, fuck [Bm] me
And he hits me up and I don't give a damn [B] Cause I'm not that person, who [D] leaves?
No, I was staying [F#m] drowned I wanna be trapped under as I crumble to the ground
[D] Crooked is my crown, yelling fuck it I'm [B] down
And throwing everything I [Bm] reach You left your shit and I covered it in bleach
[F#m] I can tear apart the world that we created in a week
[G] And I can fucking help by telling everyone I'm me
[B] When I crawl up on the stage I throw my heart under your feet
I'm throwing everything I reach I'm throwing everything I [D] reach
Remember me?
Betty with the mean right swing on
The one you wanna dine out but don't like dinner
[B] I'll go catch you with a side hoe and throw an appliance
If you didn't wanna roar, [G] why'd you break the [D] alliance?
Reach, throwing everything I reach Man, I covered hella shit in gasoline or bleach
[Bm] Hoes set fire to the sheets I will fucking cut you until you're me
[D] Deanova, if I could tell you shit You'll forgive yourself for everything you did
Every [B] heart you broke and every time you shatter And hey, you do it all again like a panner
One day you [D] go to meetings The pain will turn to laughter
They'll write you big checks and you'll think it doesn't matter
You just [Bm] wanna rap and you know you'll go to hell and back
You tell the [F#] world I'm dying and nobody wants to tell them that
But [G] that's one day, that's one too many days away
I [Bm] know you wanna die, you barely make it through the day
And every single guy you fall in love with walks away
Cause they don't have the same pain in them that makes you great
[G] Deanova, I'm from another plane I [Bm] know sometimes you hit me [D] in your brain
When [B] you dumb, how I think you are insane I'm the person that you come to with your pain _ _ _ _