NF – The Search (Lyrics) Chords

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_ [D] _ _ _ Hey Nick, how's life?
I don't know, it's alright.
I've been dealing with some things like [Bb] every human being and really [D] didn't sleep much last night.
I'm sorry, that's fine.
I just think I need a little me time.
[E] I just think I need a little free [Bb] time.
Little [D] break from the shows and the bus rides.
Last year I had a breakdown.
Thoughts telling me I'm lost, getting too loud.
Had to see [A] a therapist and I found [Bb] out, something [D] funny's going on up in my house.
[E] Yeah, started thinking maybe [D] I should move out.
You know, pack my car, take a new route.
[A] Clean up my yard, get the [Gm] noose out.
Hang up [D] my heart, let it air out.
[E] I've been [Db] searching, what does that mean Nate?
I've been learning.
Grabbing my [A] keystakes, leaving my burdens.
Well [Gm] I brought a few with me, I'm [D] not perfect.
Looking at the view [A] like, this concerns me.
Picking up the cues right, I'm quite nervous.
Hating when I lose [E] sight.
Life gets blurry and things [Gm] might hurt me.
It's probably [D] gonna be a long journey but,
[E] it's [D] worth it though.
Cold world out there, kids grab your coats.
Been a minute I know, now I'm back to roam.
[Gm] Looking for the [D] antidote to crack the code.
Pretty bad [E] I admit it, I'm in [D] classic mode.
Don't need pity, give it to me but I can't condone.
Talking down [E] to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for [Gm] cracking jokes.
I'm looking [A] for the map to hope, you see that?
[Gm] Been making a whole [D] lot of changes.
Wrote a song [Dm] about that, you should play it.
[E] I get scared when I walk on these [Bb] stages.
I look at the crowd [A] and see so many faces.
Yeah, [Gm] that's when I start [D] to get anxious.
That's [Dm] when my thoughts can be dangerous.
[Gm] That's when I put on my makeup [Dm] and drown in self-hatred.
[Dbm] Forget what I'm saying and_
_ [D] Where'd the beat go?
Oh!
Ain't that something?
First came in, you ain't see that coming.
[Dm] Hands [E] on my head, can't tell me nothing.
[A] Got a taste of the fame and it broke [D] my stomach.
Throw it back up like I don't want it.
Wipe my face, clean up my vomit.
[A] OCD tryna push my buttons, [Bb] I said don't touch it.
How y'all done it?
[A] I can be critical, never typical.
[D] If you give it every syllable, I'm a criminal.
[Dm] Intimate but never [E] political, pretty miserable.
Even [Bb] if you hate it, I make you feel [D] like you're in it though.
You call me what you want but never call me forgettable.
Baby, even daughter can never swim in a kiddie pool.
Waited, I've been thinking [Gm] the cinematic is beautiful.
Man, I don't know if I'm making movies or [D] music videos.
Videos, videos.
Yeah, the sales can rise.
Doesn't mean much though when your health declines.
See, we've all got something that we trapped inside that we try to suffocate.
You know, hoping it dies.
Try to hold it underwater but it always survives.
Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise.
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions [Gm] of lies.
You don't relate to that?
Must not [D] be as crazy as I am.
The point I'm making is the mind is a powerful place.
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way.
It's pretty cool, [A] right?
Yeah, but it's not always safe.
Just [Gm] hang with me.
This'll only [D] take a moment, okay?
Just think about it for a second.
If you look at your face, every day when you get up and think you'll never be great,
you'll never be [A] great.
Not because you're not but the hate will always find a way to cut you [D] up and murder your faith.
I'll make a balance and take a look at the finish.
Nothing to matter with, I can never [Dm] be delicate.
My even [E] relevant doesn't tend to you measure it.
[Bb] Take a measurement to back it [A] up and give me the evidence.
[Dm] Pretty evident, dependable can never [D] be tentative.
I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine.
[Dm] Pretty elegant [E] but not afraid to tell you to get it.
[Bb] I'm a man of etiquette, I keep it to [A] myself when [D] I celebrate.
It's that time again, better grab your balloons and invite your friends.
[Dm] Seat belts back on, [A] yeah, strap them in.
[Bb] Look at me, everybody, [A] I'm smiling [D] big.
On a roll right now that I can't predict.
Tell me, turn that down but I can't [Dm] resist.
Y'all know that sound, [Db] better raise your fist.
The [Bb] search begins, I'm back, [D] so enjoy the trip.
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