NF - Mansion (Audio) ft. Fleurie Chords

_ Insidious is blind [Gb] inception What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and [Gb] slept in, slept in
_ [Bbm] Broken legs but I chase [Gb] perfection These walls are my blank [Ebm]
expression
My mind is a home I'm [Gb] trapped in And it's lonely inside this [Bbm] mansion _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ Yeah my mind is a house [Gb] with walls Covered in lyrics that are all over the place
As songs in a mirror, it's [Ebm] written all over the floors
[Gb] All over the chairs And you get the uncut [Ab] version of life when I go downstairs
[Bbm] That's where I write when I'm in a bad place [Gb] And need to release and let out the version of NF
You don't wanna see [Ebm] I put holes in the walls with both of my fists [Gb] till they bleed
And you might get a glimpse of how I cope [Ab] with all this anger in me
[Bbm] Physically abused, now that's a room that I don't wanna be in
[Gb] That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see [Ebm] it
And these walls ain't blank, I just think I [Gb] don't wanna see them
But why not?
I'm in [Ab] here, so I might as well read them
[Bbm] I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry [Gb] around
Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now
So now this memory [Ab] for some reason is moving
You should [Bbm] put me in the corner so you [Gb] can see the fear in my eyes
And took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
But I'ma keep the doors shut [Abm] and lock the lyrics [Bbm] inside
_ Insidious as blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and [Gb] slapped him
_ And slapped [Bbm] him
Broken legs but I chase [Gb] perfection
These walls are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a home I'm [Gb] trapped in
And it's lonely inside this [Bbm] mansion
_ _ Inside this mansion
Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain
See, my problem is I don't fix things, I just try to [Ebm] repaint
Cover [Eb] them up like it never happened, say I wish I could change
Are [Gb] you confused?
Come [Ab] upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
[Bbm] This room's full of regret, it just keeps getting fuller it seems
[Gb] Moment I walk into it, the same moment that I wanna leave
I get [Eb] sick in my stomach every time I look at these things
But [Gb] it's hard to look past [Ab] when this is the room where I [Bbm] sleep
I look around, one of the worst things I [Gb] wrote on these walls
It's the moment I realized that I was losing my mind
One of the [Ebm] first things I wrote was I wish I [Gb] would've called
But I should just stop now, we ain't [Ab] got enough room in this [Bbm] song
And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's [Gb] out of my head
But you take off whenever [Ab] I see it, a fate in my plan
[Bbm] And I regret watching these trust issues eat me [Gb] alive
And at the rate I'm going, I'll probably still be there when I [Ebm] die
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my [Gb] mind
The question is, will [Ab] I ever clean the walls off [Bbm] inside?
_ Insidious as blind inception
[Gb] _
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and [Gb] slapped in
_ _ And slapped [Bbm]
in
Broken legs but I chase [Gb] perfection
These walls are my blank expression
[Ebm] _ My mind is a home I'm trapped [Gb] in
And it's all inside this [Bbm] mansion _
Inside this mansion
So this part of my house, no one's been in it for [Gb] years
I built a safe room and I won't let no one in there
[Ebm] Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear
[Gb] And I come back and I admit [Ab] I am emotionally [Bbm] scared
To let anyone inside so I just leave my doors locked
You might [Gb] get other doors to open up but this door's not
Cause I [Ebm] don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
And [Gb] I'll be the only person that I can [Ab] blame when you desert me
I'm [Bbm] barricaded inside so [Gb] stop watching
I'm not coming to the door so stop knocking
Stop knocking, [Bbm] I'm trapped here
And I keep [Gb] saying I'm not locked, I chose this
[Ab] I am locked in my own [Bbm] conscience
I know they're shutting the world down and solving the [Gb] problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve them
[Bbm] I built it because I [Ebm] thought that it was [Gb] safer in there
But it's not, I'm not the only [Ab] thing that's living in [Bbm] here
Beer came to my house years ago, I let him in
Maybe [Gb] that's a problem cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I [Ebm] thought that he would leave but it's obvious he [Gb] never did
He must've picked a room and got [Ab] comfortable and settled in
Now I'm [Bbm] in a position to either sit here and let him win
Or [Gb] put him back outside where he came from but I never can
[Ebm]
Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors
[Gb] Is that me or the fear talking?
I don't know anymore
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_ Slowly, slowly _ _ _ _
_ _ _ Saddest mansion _ _