NF - HAPPY (lyrics) Chords

[G] _ _ _ _ _ [Em] _ _ _
[C] Dear God, please _ [G] hear me [D] out I know it's been a couple [Em] years _
[C] Since I've reached [G] _ _
out and [D] said hello I bet you're [Em] wondering _ _ [C] why I care
[G] _ _
Obsessing [D] on and stressing [G] all the little [Em] things _
[C] When I should [G] be _ living life and soaking up the [Em] memory _
I [C] know I've been [G] selfish I have no excuse [D] to give you [Em] it's true _
[C] Hanging by a thread's [G] how I live I don't know [D] why but I [Em] feel more comfortable _
Living [C] in my agony [G] Watching myself bursting
Go up in [D] flames at being like [Em] I don't care what anyone [C] else thinks
When [G] I know truthfully that's the firmest thing
From [Em] how I _ feel but [C] I'm too proud to open up and [G] ask ya _
Pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm [Em] trapped in
Truth is [C] I need help but I just can't [G] imagine _ who [D] I'd be
I was [Em] happy, yeah, been this way so [C] long It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
[G] I got some issues that I won't address [D] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
[Em] I got some demons I should put to rest [C] I got some traumas that I can't forget
[G] I got some phone calls I've been avoiding Some family members I don't really connect with
[Em] Some things I said I wish I would and not let slip
[C] Some hurtful words I never should have let my lips
[G] Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[D] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yet
[Em] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[C] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[G] Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
[D] Strange I know but I feel [Em] most at home when I'm _
Living in [C] my agony Watching [G] myself bursting
Go [D] up in flames acting like [Em] I don't care what anyone [C] else thinks
When [G] I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from [Em] how I _ feel
But [C] I'm so proud to open up and [G] ask ya _
Pick me up [D] and pull me out this hole I'm [Em] trapped in
Truth is I [C] need help but I just can't [G] imagine _ who [D] I'd be
I was [Em] happy Don't _ [C] know what's around [G] the bend _
[D] Don't know what my future [Em] is _ [C] But I can't keep on [G] living
Living _ [D] _ [G] _ _ _ [Em] _ _
in [C] my agony Watching [G] myself bursting
Go [D] up in flames acting like [Em] I don't care what [C] anyone else thinks
When I [G] know truthfully that [D] that's the furthest [Em] thing from how I feel
But I'm [C] so proud to open up and [G] ask ya
Pick me up [D] and pull me out this hole I'm [Em] trapped in
Truth is I [C] need help but I just can't [G] imagine _ who I'd be
[D] I was [Em] happy _ _
[C] I _ _ _ [G] _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ [Em] _ _ _
_ [C] was _ _ [G] _ _ _
_ _ _ happy _ _ _