NF - HAPPY (Lyrics) Chords

[G] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[Em] _ _ _ [C] Dear God, please [G] hear me [D] out I know it's been a couple [Em] years
_ [C] Since I've reached [G] _ _ out [D] and said hello I bet you're [Em] wondering _ why [C] _ I get
[G] _ _ Obsessing [D] on and stressing [G] all the little [Em] things _ [C] When I should [G] be
_ Living life and soaking up the [Em] memory _ I [C] know I've been [G] selfish
I have no excuse [D] to give you [Em] it's true _ [C] Hanging by a thread's [G] how I live
I don't know why [D] but I feel more [Em] comfortable _ Living [C] in my agony
[G] Watching myself bust in Go up in [D] flames acting like [Em] I don't
Care what [C] anyone else thinks When [G] I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from [Em] how I feel
I feel but [C] I'm too proud to open up and [G] ask ya To pick me up and pull me out this cold I'm [Em] trapped in
The truth is [C] I need help but I just can't [G] imagine _ Who I'd be if I was [Em] happy
Been this way so [C] long it feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
[G] I got some issues that I won't address [D] I got some baggage that ain't open [Em] yet
I got some demons I should put to [C] rest I got some traumas that I can't forget
[G] I got some phone calls I've been avoiding Some family members I don't really connect with
[Em] Some things I said I wish I wouldn't not let slip
[C] Some hurtful words I never should've let my lip [G] Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[D] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yet [Em] So I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely [C] soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to [G] hold Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange I know but I feel most at [Em] home when I'm
_ Living [C] in my agony Watching [G] myself bursting Go up in [D] flames acting like [Em] I don't
Care what anyone [C] else thinks When [G] I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from [Em] how I feel
I feel but [C] I'm too proud to open up and [G] ask ya To pick me up [D] and pull me out this cold I'm [Em] trapped in
The truth is I [C] need help but I just can't [G] imagine _ Who [D] I'd be if I [Em] was happy
Don't _ [C] know what's around [G] the bend _ [D] Don't know what my future [Em] is
_ [C] But I can't keep on [G] living in
_ [D] _ _ _ [Gm] _
[Em] _ _ Living in [C] my agony Watching [G] myself bursting Go [D] up in flames acting like [Em] I don't
Care what [C] anyone else thinks When [G] I know truthfully that [D] that's the furthest thing [Em] from how I
Feel but I'm [C] too proud to open up and [G] ask ya To pick me up and pull [D] me out this cold I'm [Em] trapped in
The truth is I [C] need help but I just can't [G] imagine _ Who I'd be [D] if I was [Em] happy
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[G] _ _ _ _ If I [D] was [Em] happy
_ _ [C] I _ _ _
[G] _ _ _ _ _ _ was