Chords for MILK

_ [Am] I ain't the same nigga that I once was.
I lost my fucking mind and then I fell in love
I did a bunch of drugs because I couldn't sleep.
I lost a couple months
I tripped my fucking teeth and it's a couple women and they know some things
about lies that I done told and shit [F] that I done said and niggas that I robbed
so I'm real paranoid I have [E] voices in my head. _ _
Hi my name is Merlin I just applied
for food stamps.
I just moved to California with my boy [C] band.
Dropped out of a good school
[Am] hippies in my commune.
I left for the rent was due.
Used to want a [C] briefcase and a short [F] commute
used to want to sell coke and whip a hottie coupe.
Crazy if I did [C] that wouldn't be
talking [F] to you.
Walking through [Am] the pitfalls of a college student.
Crazy how you get
them letters and they make you feel accepted till you walking around campus
and you the only [F] African.
Nobody would pass and just cast a [F] tape to Rachel well [Am] take
ask the chance to find themselves [F] well _
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_ _ _ _ _ I've been a fool. _ _ _ _ _
[C] You wanna give me [F] some dollar, dollar, [A] dollar bills y'all. _ _ _ _
[C] Ever since I left my [F] mama's house I've had to [A] stare at the world. _ _ _ _
[C] Sometimes you don't [F] get around when you feel [Am] it. _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[C] Sometimes I barely [F] ever feel a fucking thing.
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[C] Sometimes I wish that my [F] fucking phone was fucking mine.
[A] And go off and wake a nigga [C] up.
I'm used to being sad [F] and I'm used to being down.
[A] I'm used to being used.
I'm not even born then or I.
[C] _ _ _ _ [F] _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ Being who I [C] am.
I gotta [F] get better at it. _
_ _ _ _ Being who I am.
[C] _ _ I just [F] want a friend I can [Am] hang out with.
Being who I [C] am.
_ Someone [F] I can sit around with.
[Am] Being _ _ _ _ who I [C] am.
Dropping all I got [F] on this one day.
[Am] I just wanna be somebody someday. _
[C] Dropping all I got [F] on this one way. _
[Am] I just wanna be somebody [C] someday. _
Dropping all I got on this one [A] day. _
[Am] I just wanna be somebody someday. _
Dropping all I got [F] on this one way. _
[Am] I just wanna be somebody someday. _
I gotta [F] get better at it.
_ _ _ Being who I am.
[C] I gotta [F] get better at it.
_ _ _ _ Being who I [C] am.
_ I just [F] want a friend I can [Am] _ _ _ hang out with.
Being who I [C] am.
_ Someone [F] I can sit around with.
[Am] _ Being _ _ who I am.
[C] I'm trying to look for motivation [F] in the smaller things.
[Am] The baby steps to my atonement while I foster dreams.
[C] I've been told I'm too transparent [F] with my thoughts sometimes.
[Am] So I wrote songs until they passed and I could fall in line.
[C] I fell apart the moment that you [F] thought you found yourself.
[Am] Cause I knew at that point I couldn't be in the equation [C] anymore.
But moving on what broke and [F] broke your hearts will show you [Am] everything you need to see about yourself to start moving forward.
[C] _ So many [F] things I wanna say that I'm not [Am] sure need to be known but everybody swears they fucking know [C] me.
_ So why [F] don't I lay every card [Am] I'm holding on the table?
At that point I wonder what they've shown me.
[C] _ _ I almost [F] lost my father. _
[Am] Still surreal for me to think about considering how many [C] of my friends have lost theirs.
[F] I never know if what I'm saying [Am] is the right thing.
If not I'm ready more than ever for the [C] crosshairs.
It's all fair when it's [F] not true. _
[Am] Some people have angels where the phony shadows follow [C] you.
And all the ghosts inside [F] it seem to hollow you.
The [Am] branches of the weeping willow start to swallow you and then you [C] realize you're exactly where you're supposed [F] to be.
The horizon [A] clears.
_ _ _ _ _ You wipe [C] the tears.
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[A] _ And all the skeletons are ready for your story.