Chords for Melissa Ferrick- North Carolina

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I'm a mile and a half off the tracks.
Riding North Carolina, foot on the sand dunes.
I'm [D] driving 14 hours.
And [G] my body can't sit up [B] right.
Hanging around watching the TV on mute.
Listening to all my money making [G] peers.
[E] And it's hard not to go to that place in my head.
[B] It's gonna stop me.
I believe in this [G] room.
[B] It's all so confusing.
Cause I'm overworked.
[A] And all my thoughts are tangled.
_ Each one.
I feel like a panic.
[B] I'm able blind.
I'm a white [G] noise.
Drowning the voices.
Drowning the noise.
_ Drowning out the bitterness.
I had so much.
Drowning out the warnings.
[B] Drowning out the fears.
Everything I've been working for.
I don't want to [Bm] disappear.
I don't want to disappear.
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_ _ _ [D] _ Cause ever since I left you.
I've got nobody [Bm] to call.
[B] I've got nothing to do.
I sit around thinking about how I could have not hurt [D] you.
And I'm so sick of feeling so sorry for myself.
I've got them insanely [B] happy to know I don't want to be around anybody else.
And I'm not sure [B] if you even know exactly [E] how you feel about me [A] anymore.
Do you feel anything about me anymore? _
_ [E] Yes.
Drowning the voices. _
Drowning the noise.
[D] Drowning out the bitterness.
[A] I had so much.
[G] _ [D] Drowning out the warnings.
Drowning out the fears.
Everything I've been working [A] for.
I don't [Bm] want to disappear.
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Disappear.
[Bm] _ _ _ Disappear. _
Disappear. _ _ _ _ _ _
[G] _ _ _ [E] _ _ _ _ _
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_ [G] _ I pretend I am [D] connected.
And [Bbm] I can pretend that I can [D] feel.
And I pretend that [A] I really care.
But I do care about what you [D] think.
Because intensity [Em] has never really been a problem [A] for me.
So I'm sorry if I scared you.
Can't you see what I'm doing?
[B] _ _ I'm trying to learn how to be [E] loved.
How to be loved.
How to be [G] loved.
I'm trying to [B] learn how [G] to be [E] loved.
Drowning the voices.
Drowning the noise.
[B] Drowning out the bitterness.
Yes, I've had [G] some stories.
[A] Take away my wanting.
[E]
Take away my fears.
[B] Everything I've been working for.
_ _ I don't want to [D] disappear.
I'm a mile and a half young.
[Am] Off of the [Bm] tracks.
[B] And I'm just [A] stuck up here.
In this round Holiday Inn.
And I'm in Raleigh.
[B] Somewhere up the 40, Mom.
I don't really know.
All I know is I'm in _ North [E] Carolina.
_ _ _ [D] _ _ Trying to learn [B] how to be loved. North Carolina. _
_ _ North [B] Carolina.
North [G] Carolina.
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