Chords for Leanna Firestone - Just Attention / Patterns

[B] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ [E] _
[B] Fuck you if you're the girl back home he's waiting on
Fuck whatever magic you possess _
Fuck the way that I've got no idea what you look like
But I know your worst is better than my best
_ [C#]
[G#m] And fuck the way that he'll go [Bm] home and he'll play the saint
[F#]
[G#m] And you won't ever [B] hear about the girl from out of state
And fuck the way [G#m] that it ends [B] up being you that I hate instead of him
Fuck the way he claims this isn't about me
Fuck the fact that he said it when he was drunk _ _
And fuck the way that it's still _ disappointing
When sexual attraction doesn't turn into like
And like doesn't turn [C#m] into love
And fuck the [G#m] way [B] that I'm still gonna [Bm] get on a plane
[G#m] To go and visit that [F#] boy in another [C#m] state
And fuck [G#m] the way that it ends [B] up being me that I hate instead of him _ _ _ _ _ _
Cause we weren't [F#] even dating and [B] neither were they
[F#] [B] So _ _ _ _
[C#m] even if I wanted [A#] to what [B] could I say?
_ _ _ _ [C#] Oh cause [G#m] it's partially my [B] fault for assuming I meant more to him
And I'll take some [G#m] of the blame [B] because I accepted the love he was willing to give
But that [G#m] wasn't really love at all, _ _ [B] just attention
Fuck _ _ _ _ the way this airline won't exchange or refund my ticket
Fuck the fact that self-respect means staying home
_ [B]
And fuck the way that he gets to play the game
And ends up happy while I lose $200 and I end up alone
And [C#m] fuck the way that [B] dignity hurts so bad
[C#] And [G#m] that I have to lose something [B] I never even had
And fuck the [G#m] way it's the [B] situation that I hate instead of him _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ _ He was [G#m] planning to forget me while [B] I was planning how to stay
He got [F#] drunk on [B] distance cause distance made things feel safe
I was [G#m] just some silly [B] girl, I meant nothing to him
Convenience [F#] was the [B] catalyst and he swears to her it'll never [C#m] happen again
_ [E] Cause after all [B] we were just [G#m] friends
_ [F#] _ _ _ [E]
[B] No we weren't even dating and neither were they
[F#] _ [B] _ _ _ _ _
[C#m] _ [E] So even if [B] I wanted to what could I _ [F#] [B] say?
_ _ Oh [C#m] cause it's [G#m] partially my fault for [B] assuming I meant more to him
[E] And I'll take some [G#m] of the blame because I [D#m] accepted the [B] love he was willing to [E] give
But that wasn't [G#m] really love at all, _ _ [D#] just attention
[B] _ _ _ _ _ _
And fuck the way that it took me writing this song
To figure out it was him I should have hated _ all _ along _ _ _ _
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[E] _ _ [B] _ _ _ _ _ [E] _
_ _ _ _ [C] _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ [E] _ _ [F#] _
_ _ _ _ _ [E] I _
_ _ _ _ _ [A] _ _ _
[E] _ _ am good at noticing patterns I have been hurt before
I tend to be overly cautious because people want me and [C#m] then they get bored
So I [A] build walls _ [C#m] instead of bridges
I learn to [A] protect myself
Cause [B] every time I love someone [E] they always lose [G#m] interest
[E] And find it in someone _ else
So I am good at noticing patterns
I am good at noticing patterns
That's why I am good at noticing patterns _ _ _
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