Chords for Joyner Lucas - Forever (508)-507-2209

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_ _ Yeah. _ _ _ _
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_ [Abm] _ _ _ _ _ [E] _ _
_ [Gm] _ _ [Abm] I know you don't understand my words but you will [E] eventually.
_ [Bb] _ You will [Abm] eventually. _
_ _ _ [E] Someday.
_ [G] One day.
_ [B] _ _ [Db] I [E] know you don't understand my words but you will eventually.
But when [Abm] you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me.
I hope you [E] understand I love you more than [Gm] life itself.
And this is nothing but [Abm] your daddy's thoughts when he was feeling [B] empty.
And [E] everything ain't always what it seemed like on [Gb] the outside.
I fought so many [Abm] tears that you would never see the outcry.
I never [E] wanted kids until I lived and went through [Gm] hard times.
And became [Abm] a man that fell in love with someone that [B] my heart finds.
But you know how that [E] shit go.
[Em] Young and reckless different [Abm] women part time.
And I wasn't ready for that life yet I was [E] in my dark prime.
Me and your [Gm] moms ain't get along and she gave me a [Abm] hard time.
I really [B] think that we just crossed paths at the [E] wrong time.
[Gb] I wasn't happy when she [Abm] said she was pregnant.
Probably the worst news of my life that shit was so [E] depressing.
I [Gm] told her she should get an abortion and I [E] really meant it.
I'm [Db] sorry that I said that shit.
Yeah I was [E] tripping.
I know you [Gb] don't understand my words but you will [Abm] eventually.
But when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit [E] against me.
And [G] _ _ [Abm] _ _ [B] I never wanted to [E] broke a home to raise [Gb] you from a distance.
Yeah I'll [Abm] admit it I was scared of that type of commitment.
Even [E] hopes of a miscarriage.
Anything [G] bad that could happen that'd get [Abm] me out of that situation I was living.
I felt like [E] shit about my thoughts.
That wasn't me I'm [Gb] different.
Cause [Abm] I was dealing with some demons that I couldn't live with.
I told her she [B] should get an abortion and [Gb] I really meant it.
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_ [E] I know you don't understand my words but you [Gb] will eventually.
And when you get [Abm] older I hope you don't hold this shit against me.
Hope you don't [E] hate me I was selfish I hope you [G] forgive me.
_ [Abm] _ _ [B] And _
_ [E] _ _ [G] _ _ _ [Abm] _ _
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_ [Abm] _ _ [Ab] I [E] still remember your baby shower like it was yesterday.
To [Abm] your mom it was special.
Me?
Just another day.
I wish that you [E] could see the pictures [Eb] or the fake phony smile that had her [Abm] pretend that I was happy.
Deep down I was crying.
My [E] ass if I'm okay.
I turned [Gb] around and looked away.
I was [Abm] drying on my tears.
Look back and say yeah I was [E] lying god damn.
How the hell [Gb] I get here?
[Abm] This is it.
This supposed to be my life.
This ain't how I pictured it.
I [E] never felt so damn alone.
But [G] it was more than often.
[Abm] One of the worst days of my life.
And I ain't even lying.
[E] We argued when we came [G] home.
I blame myself for all this.
[E] I think that I was holding a grudge cause she ain't getting an abortion.
I'm sorry.
Fuck.
[Gb] _ _ [Abm] Damn.
And I know that you can't [E] understand my words [Bb] but you will eventually.
But when you [Abm] get older I hope you don't hold this shit [B] against me.
I [E] can't believe I try to hurt you.
I hope you forgive [Db] me.
Please.
[Abm] _ _ Please.
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_ [Gm] _ _ [B] _ _ _ [Db] And [E] everything ain't always what it seem [Bb] like on the outside.
I fight so [Abm] many tears that you would never see the outcry.
I [B] sacrifice my life so you can live it.
[Gb] Peace.
I just wanna give you things [Abm] my father couldn't give to me.
I think I was [E] raised wrong and that's just what it is [Bb] to me.
And if [Abm] you ask him then his ass gon' probably disagree.
But whatever.
[E] Whatever.
[Bb] _ _ _ [Abm] _ _
_ And [E] nothing's ever made me cry as much as [Bb] you I swear.
Your smile gives [Abm] me motivation and some new ideas.
My worst [E] fear was always you not knowing who [Bb] I am.
Cause [Abm] I've been on the road dream chasing for you out here.
I was the first [E] thing that you opened your eyes [Gb] to.
And the last one that you said [Abm] goodnight to.
I went home and cried to.
And I bawled my eyes out and then [E] watched you.
Glad I got you.
That's the [Gb] blatant fact.
And every negative [Abm] thing I said I swear I take it back.
I know you don't [E] understand my words but you will [Bb] eventually.
[Abm] When you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me.
Hope you [E] understand I love you more [G] than I love myself.
And this is nothing [Abm] but your daddy's thoughts when he was [B] feeling empty.
[E] I was feeling empty.
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I was feeling [Abm] empty.
I put my emotions in his music when [E] I'm feeling empty.
I hope you forgive me.
_ [Bm] Please.
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Please.
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_ [E] _ _ [Eb] _ Please. Please.
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_ [G] _ _ [Abm] _ _ _ Please.
_ [E] Please.
[Db] _ _ _ [Abm] Please. Please. Please.
_ _ _ [E] _ _ _ [G] Please.
_ [Abm] Please.
_ [B] Please. _ _
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