Chords for Jack Kays - middle of the end (how does it feel) (Live At Songbyrd, DC)

[C#] _ [G] _ [A] You ready? _ _ _ _
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_ _ _ _ _ [F#m] _ _ _
_ [G] _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[A] _ _ _ _ _ [N] _ _ _
_ _ [D] _ _ _ _ [G] _ _
[F#m] _ _ _ _ [A] _ _ _ [D] _
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_ Cause [F#m] all I do is get fucked up.
[A] Go to bed, wake up, and [D] repeat it.
Lost boy, I don't wanna [F#m] feel no love.
[A] Spending too much time [D] with my demons.
When it all comes down, [F#m] you're gonna thank me.
[A] Know it hurt, but it [D] was for a reason.
Too deep, I don't think [F#m] you can save me.
[A] Can't wait for me [D] to believe it.
So how [F#m] does it [A] feel?
Now you'll never be [D] able to forget me.
_ _ [F#m] Swallowing pills, [A] try to forget cause [D] I hate remembering.
[Em] And everything [F#m] you [A] said, it tears [D] me apart.
I can't keep pretending.
How [F#m] does it feel?
[A] To be stuck in the middle of the ending. _ _ _ _ _ _
[D] _ _ _ _ _ _ And I [A] said I'd try until the end.
I broke my back to comprehend.
All [D] of the things I can't defend.
But it's just easy to pretend.
I'm [A] not myself when I'm upset.
I drink all day till I forget.
I'm [D] not quite sure what you expect.
You fell in love with my regrets.
So [F#m] I just [A] close the [D] door.
When [A] I can't give [D] no more.
Cause all I do is get [F#m] fucked [Am] up.
Go to bed, [D] wake up, and repeat it.
Lost boy, I [F#m] don't wanna feel no [Am] love.
Spending too much [D] time with my demons.
When it all comes [F#m] down, you're gonna thank [A] me.
Knowing hurt, but [D] it was for a reason.
Too deep, I don't [F#m] think you can save me.
[A] You can't wait for [D] me to believe it.
So how [F#m] does it feel?
[E] Now you'll never be [Dm] able to forget me. _
[F#m] Swallowing pills, [E] try to forget cause I [D] hate remembering.
[Em] And [F#m] everything you said, [A] it tears me [D] apart.
I can't keep pretending.
How [F#m] does it feel?
[A] To be stuck in the middle of the ending. _ _