Chords for I Am in Great Pain, Please Help Me

[D] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ [C] _ _ [Dm] _ _
_ _ _ _ [Am] _ _ _ _
[Dm] _ _ _ _ [C] _ _ [Dm] _ _
_ [D] _ _ _ [Dm] _ _ _ _
_ [D] Floundering attempts at making [Am] some sort of sense, _
_ striving for significance, _ _ _
[Dm] in a universe that will not give a shit. _
_ The myth of [C] Sisyphus, [Dm] _ _
_ [D] authenticity is important,
[Dm] but I'm not sure who I am [D] anymore.
I'm at the point now [F] where I'm also doubting who I was before.
The arbitrary nature of thought leaves [Dm] me alone and paranoid.
_ [C] Synonyms for a void.
[Dm] _ _
_ _ _ _ [Bb] _ _ [Dm] _
Nobody belongs.
_ _ [Bb] _ [Dm] Time brings _ _ invalidation.
_ [Bb] _ _ Find selfish [Dm] _ solace in mutual [Dm]
trepidation.
[D] The absurd condition of [Am] human existence, [Dm] a struggle to [D] embrace.
I do not get the [F] point that I am supposed to miss.
The passive submission of [Am] preferred resistance.
Just give me breathing space.
The meaning I [Dm] used to find over-analyzed in [D] place.
Spent your goals and [F] actions into something [D] trivial.
Pick my pointless [C] projects.
My brain [Dm] sinks with vitriol.
I don't reflect.
I destroy with thinking.
The examined [F] life [Dm] is not worth living.
_ _ _ [Bb] Look [Dm] at my sad life in detail.
_ [Bb] And [Dm] you'll see it is a comedy.
_ [Bb] _ [Dm] Sometimes I wish I was a girl.
_ _ _ [Bb] Sometimes I wish I was [D] a girl. _ _ _ _ _