Chords for How Should I Feel (feat. Meg & Dia)

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[Em] _ Monster, how [C] should I feel?
Creatures [Bm] lie here, looking [D] through the [Em] windows
Monster, there [C] are voices in the [G] darkness and they [D] say they won't go
Stay [Em] long enough in the abyss and it seems to start to stare back at you
Lost inside my head is a scary place I've adapted to
[A] Friends and family call and I [G] tell them that I'll get back to you
Too busy on my phone, doomscrawling Spent the afternoon [Em] stressed out
Head down, can barely leave my bed now I hate these fucking feelings, they tell
me to try these meds out [G] We've only talked for like ten minutes, I'm
sketched [E] out Paranoid, can't tell if these people are
[Em] foes or friends now You know what it feels like, they feel like
nobody can help On top of that, feel like [F#] you're losing yourself
I [G] wouldn't even wish my enemies a hand, I was dealt
Thought [E] I could pay the pain to fade with some [Em] material wealth
But tears falling in the test slide case is kind of ironic
It feels so fucking broke, it's [C] not something I always wanted
[G] My demons came to play, feels like my brain [D] may be haunted
Hate myself sometimes as much as they hate on me
To [E] be honest, I saw fentanyl, take the life away from my cousin
I watched alcohol, steal the life away from my dad
I [G] came from nothing, now I'm scared that might be one of them
But come and look in the mirror, [D] barely recognize the one looking back
[E] So, monster, _ _ [C] _ _
creatures [F#] lie [G] here, looking [D] through the _ [E] windows
_ [C] Monster, they're a business in [G] the darkness
And [D] they say they won't go
Wrote [Em] a song when my dad passed and they said it was trash
That made me wish that I put less of myself into every track
I [G] know you can't just burn the orchard when apple [Em] is bad
But the fact of the matter is that I feel I'm starting to crack
And they say don't take it to heart, well how the fuck do I not?
When I put my soul inside something and they say it's a flop
[G] Constantly tear my heart apart, when this is all that [Em] I got
They wanna see me on a stage, with me left in a grave to rot
I've been overstressing, bout overstressing
I lie in bed and think about this life I'm manifesting
Yeah, my [G] depression's always yelling that I'm testing for regression
Sad obsession with progression, [D] still they think that I'm just desperate for attention
[Em] Broke down about around this time, just last fall
The therapy telling my therapist I feel so small
Pushed everyone I love away and [G] fuck, it's all my fault
Is it better to [D] feel like this or to feel nothing at all?
[E] Well, turn the lights down, lonely
Remember back when we were cashing cans at the grocery?
Went there when I was drowning, [C] but the first to say you know me
So sick of [Em] people saying that they care and never show me
My grandpa once told me that inside an empty mind is [Em] where the devil likes to play
And every day's all the same, I just stare at an empty page
[D] Ruminate about all the things [G] that have piled up on my plate
Time I take [D] control of my brain, no I can't just [Em] pray this away, so
_ Monster, [C] hellish night _
[B] Creatures lie here, [D] looking through those
_ [E] Monster
I'm [C] a fool for this
If [G] I'm like this, I'll [D] be safe
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[Em] _ [C] Monster
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If [Em] I'm like this, [D] I'm a slave _
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