Chords for Hotel Books - Changes Consume Me

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_ _ _ _ It's a terrible statement, but I never let it leave my side, that [A] sickening realization.
I'm done with this fight. _
Moments kneeling on the bedroom floor, sickened by what entity [E] I had absorbed.
No more.
I would not let this self-scrutinizing endeavor endure.
A precipice of monologue [A] questioning my every motive.
Disaster-stricken, heart feeling broken.
My emotions [C#m] misquoted and spilling out of a broken vase, taking the place of what was
once [A] your emotion.
_ _ _ Diluted with tears in an [C#m] open book, scribbled with fears engraved, pools of ink.
I'm vocally [A] shook, and I'm tired of telling myself that it's going [C#m] to change. _ _ _
Taken by the spectacular lie that [A] existence can end.
_ _ [C#m] Falsehoods predicted by sinners dictated my every _ decision.
[F#m] An exit of sorts seemed logical, cause I thought I could [E] silence this breath.
But contrary to my mindset, I _ circumvented my threats to silence the demons, [A] singing
songs in my head, and whispering in my ear, _ _ that ending it all was a safe [E] bet. _
_ _ _ Comforting me as I tried to manipulate my end.
_ _ Those moments [A] when I decided I couldn't handle this anymore.
_ Pins and needles infecting every sensation left.
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Feeling like [E] this love I once found [C#m] had been torn open [A] and left broken in the [C#m] cold. _
_ _ _ _ _ And the seams holding you together ripped open, [A] and my flesh tore open [B] with it as I
breathed my [C#m] breath. _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[E] And as I held those [A] staining memories, I held on so tightly, remembering what life [C#m] used
to mean, selfishly ready to embrace the fact [F#m] that I'm weak. _ _ _ _ _
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_ _ _ But then I called to [E] you, _ _ _ _ [A] _ and I hoped someone would find me. _ _ _
[C#m] And I found you, _ and I hoped [G#m] someone would call [C#m] me. _ _ _ _
_ Cause I'm listening to these echoes of my own voice leaving damage in the cold, as [E] I
feel like I've finally grown to [C#m] a point where I can snap.
_ _ _ _ _ A point of knowing I can never go back. _
_ [E] And it's in the moments I [F#m] felt most alone, _ _ that I told myself no one was there for me.
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When little did I know, _ _ love was sitting right beside me.
I just wasn't listening. _ _ _ _ _ _
And at this point in my life I don't know very many things, but I can promise you this.
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_ _ You are loved [E] completely. _
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