Chords for Front Porch Step "I Won't Say That I'm Ok"

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[Ab] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
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_ _ _ _ _ _ I won't hold my tongue
_ I'm not okay without [Db] you here
_ _ _ _ I guess [Ab] what's done is done
_ _ I just feel so exposed [Db] without you near _ _ _ _ _ _
[Bbm] _ And I won't say that I'm okay
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[Bbm] _ Cause you taught me not to lie
So know that I'll miss you [Db] everyday
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[Ab] You always taught me to be good
And always do my best to be selfless
But [Db] I know that God is holding you
And I am so damn jealous
Cause [Bbm] I miss your arms around me
And the way you make me laugh
And now [Eb] I'm stuck inside this prison
That says you're never coming back
So [Ab] I'm sitting in my room
As I try to write this song
I'm [Db] so sorry that it's not good enough
It's just that everything seems wrong
And [Bbm] I keep bursting into tears
Because the pain won't go away
Because [Eb] the father took my best friend
And said she cannot come out to play anymore
[Ab] I _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
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won't hold my tongue
_ _ I'm not okay [Db] without you here
I _ _ _ _ [Ab] won't hold my tongue
_ _ I'm not okay [Db] without you here _ _ _ _ _
[Ab] I won't hold my tongue
_ _ I'm not okay [Db] without you here
I _ _ _ [Ab] guess what's done is done
_ _ But I just feel so [Db] exposed without you near _ _ _ _ _ _
[Bbm] _ And I won't say that I'm [Db] okay
Cause _ _ _ _ _ _
[Bbm] _ you taught me not to lie
So know I'll miss you [Db] everyday
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[Ab] You always taught me to be good
And always do my best to be selfless
[Db] But I know that God is holding you
And I am so damn jealous
[Bbm] Cause I miss your arms around me
And the way you make me laugh
And [Eb] now I'm stuck inside this prison
That says you're never coming back
And [Ab] now I'm sitting in my room
As I try to write this song
[Db] I'm so sorry that it's not good enough
It's just that everything seems wrong
But [Bbm] I will try my best to be good
So I can pave my way
[Eb] Straight through the pearly gates
Into your arms so we can play [Ab] once more
Grandma, uh, I love God with all my heart
And the only reason that isn't stated in my life
Is because of you
And I really don't understand the God
That you introduced me to would take you away so fast
When you were the only person that ever understood a thing I ever said
And I really don't know how to deal with this anymore
_ _ _ _ And I'm just really not okay with this
And I miss you and I understand you're in heaven
But _ I [Ab] want to be selfish
I don't want you to be in heaven
I want you to be back down here
I don't want you to be there
I want you to be here
What am I supposed to do now?
_ _ That's all I'm asking
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