Chords for Freak Show

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[G] _ _ I got crazy thoughts that stay on [F] my mind _ _ I promise [Eb] I'm fine
_ _ _ I'm doing [D] alright _ _ _ _ _ _
[G] Have you ever been so gone?
Have you ever felt so strong?
So [F] wrong like you belong, I think I don't belong to
I've been thinking for a while what I [Eb] might do, breakthrough
No I have to, I didn't want to have to do it but you still there as I [D] pass you
Can't keep a pet snake one day, he had to get out his cage and run away like the [G] last one
This was never started for the money or the fame, or the chance for my name
It was just an [F] escape where I could write all of my sinners
The thoughts that blew my head incorporated into songs to try to keep myself [Eb] safe
But nobody wanna see the bigger picture, all they focus on is how I'm having money coming [D] quicker
Everyday the population drifts away from the scriptures, here's a kicker
I don't think the world will ever see [G] fiction
It's right to see a person take a risk in their life and work for what they want instead of working nine to fives
[F] Because it's harder in the barrel, will they ever survive without a check for someone else's bank to even [Eb] rely
And if you're happy it's fine, go and check your schedule another person to [D] sign
But for me I see a bigger enemy to my mind so stop saying I'm gay [G] and this decision is mine
_ _ Don't tell me why do I still feel so [F] _ alone
_ _ Don't tell me [Eb] I'm _ wrong
_ Been gone for [D] too long
_ _ _ But I'm back [G] again
I got crazy thoughts that stay on [F] my _ mind
_ But I promise [Eb] I'm _ fine
_ I'm doing [D] alright
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Hey, let me put you in my shoes
Do you feel on edge with [F] my views?
I guess I understand what you mean when you say that it feels weird under [Eb] my roof
Sometimes I gotta show a fuse
I apologize if I snap and [D] then say something that I don't mean
Bear with me please, [G] I'm a little bit lost and real confused
But I guess I can't lie, I stay consumed with all the projects and the work that I get stuck [F] in my room
And I'm just searching for the right time to come up and boom
Somehow now I see that they [Eb] looking up to
What do y'all expect me to do?
I'm only 21, you really think I thought this through?
[D] The old me thought that I would've been dead by now
Okay, if he only [G] knew
_ _ I cannot go backwards in my life
[F] If I could do it all again then I would do it twice
Cause I refuse to let regret go consume my mind
I [Eb] do whatever that you want but please don't waste my time
Cause at the end of the day, yeah this is only a rhyme
[D] And I am only a guy who is just like you
Sitting here in this room just trying to write
[G] _ _ _ _ Focused on pleasing the people who [F] raised me
_ If you do not know me then please do not play [Eb] with me
_ I'm a ticking time bomb, liable to [D] pop off
Push me to the edge, do whatever that you want
But please God can you please [Gm] stop telling me that I'm [G] wrong
_ _ Why do I still feel so [F] alone?
_ _ _ _ Don't tell me [Eb] I'm wrong
_ _ _ _ Been gone for [D] too long
_ _ _ But I'm back [G] again
_ I got crazy thoughts that stay on [F] my _ mind
_ I promise I'm [Eb] _ fine
_ _ I'm doing [D] alright
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[F] _ _ _ _ _ I'm back [Eb] again, _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[D] _ _ _ _ _ _ back [F] again _ _ _ _ _ _ _