Feel Better Chords by Penelope Scott

[Em] _ _ _ [E] _ _ [F#m] _ [F] _ [Em] _
_ _ [F#] _ [E] _ _ i don't wanna feel better if anyone's ever gonna [N] love me like that again
i don't wanna get over you i wanna sit with you in bed
i don't wanna feel better if anything i miss you again
i don't wanna get over it i wanna get under it instead
a [G]
book sits on top of clean and messy [E] blankets on a bed that fucking creaks at night when
[G] i get in it
i'm eating late at night i'm chugging Gatorade and someone's breaking [Em] up when i crack up
because i know i'll never know just what to [G] say
i'm a communist, a terrorist, an MPDG thot or i'm a [Bm] sad girl in a dorm room
living out the shitty [G] Christian plot of Twilight or the Bible or The Lover by Duras
when i'm just really fucking selfish and really fucking [C] lost
but someone loved me [D] someone fucking loved me
[G] someone fucking loved me and i [D#m] fucking loved them too
[C] god damn it i was worth [D] something i fucking learned something
[G] i had my cake and it [F] didn't fit me [Em] too
i don't wanna feel bad now i don't wanna feel better
_ [D#m] _ [Em] _
_ [F#] _ [F] _ [Em] _ _ _ _ [G] _
_ [C] _ [Em] _ _ _ _ [D#m] _ [Em] _
_ [Bm] i [C] don't wanna get over you i wanna [Em] get under it instead
[G] we camped for liquor in a suitcase underneath my [Bm] bed
and we drank it to go out or to stay in or to feel [G] sad
but in a hot way away i'll fucking never have [Em] again
the sun has begun to [G] set i'm a socialist, marxist, libertarian slut
i am an awkward teenage version i swear to kinda laugh a lot in bed
but other times i cry or don't make noise [Em] at all
i'd give my life to have a room that feels that small
someone loved me [C] someone fucking [Bm] loved me
someone fucking [C] loved me i loved them [D] too
god damn it i was [C] worth something i fucking [D] earned something
i had a [C] right to die a right to live a [D] right to choose to
and god no [C] of [Bm] course i don't wanna feel [C] better
[D] can [E] you fucking imagine?
_ [C] _ [G] _
_ [Cm] _ [Em] _ _ _ _ i _ [B] _ [F] don't wanna get [E] over it [Em] i wanna move the stars to truth
[B] i [Em] don't wanna feel better of _ [E] _
_ [F#] _ [F] _ [E] _ _ _ [C] _ [G] _
_ [C] _ [B] _ [G] course it hurt of course it fucking hurt
it hurt like [E] nothing in the world sometimes and i was super [Bm] scared
and [G] we were all a train wreck and also somehow making it
i [Em] think i might have died there twice and i would do it all [G] again
i'm a nihilist a soldier an ocd machine
or i'm a [Bm] healthy baby girl who treated sunshine for [G] disease
but when my head hit my cheap pillow i could tell i had a heart
and i wanna tear this fascist monkey way apart
[C] someone loved me [B] someone fucking loved me
[G] all my filthy life i loved [F#] someone i barely knew
[E] god damn it i was worth [D] something i fucking learned [G] something
and it felt better in my [F#m] mouth than fresh warm [Em] food
i _ guess [D] i loved you i guess i really loved you
[G] all my filthy life i loved [Em] someone i barely knew
and now you're over there [F#] and i'm way over here
what [E] am i gonna do?
_ _ [Em]
hmm
i _ [G] _ _ _ _ [Em] _
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[Em] _ _ _ [G] _ _ don't [Em] wanna feel better
_ definitely gonna love me like i hate me
i ain't gonna hate me anymore
[G] i'm a sinner from the past
i don't wanna feel [E] better
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