Eminem - Going Through Changes - Lyrics Chords

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_ [C] _ _ I'm a [Dm] champion, _ _
_ _ [F] I'm _ [Em] _ _
[Dm] a champion.
[D] _ _ _ [F] Lately I really feel like I'm roaming for help [E] like Billy.
Feel like I'm losing control of myself, [D] I sincerely apologize if all that I sound like [Dm] is uncomplaining.
But life keeps on [F] complicating and I'm debating on leaving this world [Em] this evening.
Even my girls can see I'm grieving, I try [Dm] and hide it but I can't.
Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty when inside I'm dying?
I'm finally realizing [F] I need help, can't do it myself.
Two [Em] weeks, two weeks I've been having ups and downs, going through [Dm] peaks and valleys.
Dilly dallying around with the idea of ending this shit right here.
I'm hating [G] my reflection, I walk around the house trying to fight [F] mirrors.
I can't stand what I look like here, [Am] I'm a fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Haley, I'm afraid if I close my [F] eyes then I might see her.
[Em] I'm _ [Dm] a champion, _ _
_ _ [F] _ _ _ [Em] _ _
[Dm] I'm a champion.
_ _ I [F] lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, napping at [Em] noon.
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snapping at [D] you.
Marsha, what happened at you?
Can't stop with these pills and you're falling [Dm] off with your skills and your own fans are laughing at [F] you.
It become a problem, you're too pussy to tackle, get [E] up.
Be a man, stand.
[Em] A real man would've had your shit [Dm] handled.
No, you just had your heart ripped out and crossed.
They say proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust.
[F] Nah, it ain't life duty to do that.
He wouldn't [Em] fucking shoot at nobody, he'd fight first.
Well, [Dm] I know that only makes the night worse.
Now I'm popping Vikes, Berks and methadone pills.
Yeah, M-type [G] verse, you killed it.
Fucking drug dealers hang around [F] me like yes men.
And they go do whatever I says [Am] when I says it.
It's in their best interest to protect their investment.
And I just lost my fucking best friend, [F] so fuck it, I guess then.
_ [C] _ _ [Dm] Yeah. _ _ _
_ [F] Don't know what I'm [Em] gonna do, but I just keep [Dm] on going through changes.
_ [F] My friends can't understand this new me.
That's understandable, man, but think how bananas you'd be.
You'd be an [D] animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
[Dm] And everybody's looking at you, what [F] you want me to do?
I'm starting to live like a recluse [Em] and the truth is fame's starting to give me an excuse [Dm] to be in a all-time low.
I sit alone in my home theater watching the same damn DVD [F] of the first tour, the last tour.
He was still alive [Em] and it hurt, sore.
Fast forward, sleeping pills that make [Dm] me feel alright.
And the moon's still awake in the middle of the night.
I'll just take a couple more.
Yeah, you're motherfucking [G] right.
I ain't slowing down for no one.
I am almost homeward [F] bound.
Almost in the throne room.
Yeah, homie, come on, call [Am] him out.
Daddy, don't you tire of me.
Daddy, better hold your ground.
Don't I know the sound of that voice?
Get [F] it, baby, hold me down.
Yeah, [Em] _ _ _ [Dm] _ _ I'm a little bit, _ [F] I don't know what I'm, [Em] _ I just keep [Dm] on going through changes.
_ [F] Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes.
But [Em] somehow I'm pulling through.
Swear when I come back I'ma be pulling [Dm] through.
I'ma do it just for proof.
I think I should stay the few.
That's cause I may not get a chance again to say [F] the truth.
You said it to Sydney that what if I would not have made it [Em] through.
I think about the things I would have never got to say [Dm] to you.
I'd never get to make it right.
So here's what I came to do.
Haley, this one is for you.
Whitney and Elena [F] too.
I still love your mother, that'll never change.
Think [Em] about her every day.
We just could never get it together, [Dm] hey.
Wish there was a better way for me to say it.
But I swear on everything.
I'd do anything for her on any [F] day.
There are just too many things to explain.
When [Em] it rains, guess it pours, guess it does.
Wish there wasn't any [Dm] pain.
But I can't pretend there ain't.
I ain't placing any blame.
I ain't pointing fingers.
Heaven knows I've never been [G] a saint.
I know that it feels like we just pissed away our [F] history.
I'm praying just today.
I looked at your picture, almost hit [Am] the sand.
Missed you self-consciously.
Wish it didn't end this way.
But I just had to get [G] away.
Don't know why.
I [F] don't know what else to say.
I guess I'm [Em] outta _ _ [Dm] _ _ here.
_ _ [F] Don't know what I'm [C] going to do.
But I just [Dm] keep on going through changes.
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