Chords for Ekoh x Nate Vickers - Hurt Myself (Official Music Video)

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[Eb] _ _ _ _ _ I can't [Fm] imagine what it _ _ _ _ _
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And I've been trying to hide but I know it's just a [C] matter of time until I break down
All the stress that I hold too much [Eb] weight now
Got the pills I don't really want to take but it feels like I'm walking the devil's [Db] playground
Brain clouds in the head too often
Brain dead in a bed that's a [Eb] coffin
Having thoughts in the head blown off every time that I close my eyes
[F] Stop me, I don't think that anyone get it
So I don't want to tell anybody what's really going on in my [Eb] head
I just want to be alone and listen to the music and let it tell me the way I need to feel
So what I'm thinking of [Db] effective is getting worse every day that'll pass
Getting too high, get us ready for the crash
[Eb] Started when I met my dad and then he left again
And being a man the only thing I [Fm] expect to get
When I'm in a nightmare, everything [Bb] goes wrong, what do [Fm] I care?
Trying to [Eb] grab happiness when it's right there
But I slip to the grip and it's gone in an instant
[Db] And this been insistent, I know it's unfitting
Got a need for the love but for me I don't [Eb] give a shit
And it means when I see me fall it feel like I'm at the last resort of [Fm] repeating
_ Churches start to feel like [Eb] prison cells _ _ _ _ _
[Db] _ _ _ Cause everybody'd rather judge [Eb] than _ hell
_ _ Thank [F] you for holding now _
[Eb] It's your _ sympathy and your slow [Db] down
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[C] Yeah I'm okay, tell me this is life and it'll all work out in [Eb] the long run
If [Bb] it's not true, lie to me cause I need some hope to help me
Help me [Db] to hush up, deep cashed up, barely feel alive
Tell me this is all worth the [Eb] pain and time I've been slipping out
Barely gotten a grip, where is all the friends that I've been with?
[Fm] By me, look into my eyes, right under the soul
Weighed down so heavy but [Eb] I'm highly emotional
But never vulnerable, the bandwidth too much
About to [Db] overload, I overdose and no one close
And I got something inside, I really hate them when I cut it, let [Eb] it bleed out
Hard to let in the light when there's a critic inside
That won't stop [F] speaking up, bringing me down
I'm feeling [C] like I'm in a battle with two different people [Eb] inside of me
The one who's been trying to hold me together is not the one who's in [Db] the driver's seat
I got this need to escape to the point where I'm sick of my fucking [Eb] sobriety
Losing my footing and I wish somebody would tell me that I'll be okay
I've [Fm] been trying to be
Churches start to feel like [Eb] prison _ cells
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[Db] _ _ _ _ everybody'd rather [Eb] judge than _ hell
[G] I can't [F] make you
_ Hold me now _
[Eb] Please just sing _ _ _ your [Db] song
I'm over a big song _
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