Chords for Disease

If I fall [C] again, will it be the [Dm] end?
I know it's wrong, [C] you think I'm strong, but I just [Bb]
pretend
Is it taking [C] over?
Will it bury me?
Or will clarity become the cure for my [Bb] disease?
_ _ _ _ [C] _ _ _ _
[D] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[Bb] _ _ _ _ [C] _ _ _ _
[D] _ _ _ _ _ [G] _ _ _
[D] I got this surface, [C] not making [Bb]
progress
Falling apart while [D] I'm trying my hardest
Looking for [Dm] answers, finding a road
[Bb] Facing news, getting tired, [A] losing control _
[Bb] Will the end make [G] me whole again? _
It's like holding on when my grip is [Dm] lost
I still feed my [F] insecurity on $9 cards
Is it taking [G] over?
Will it bury [D] me?
Or [G] will clarity [F] become the cure for my disease?
[D] I'm getting older, [C] still lost in [Bb]
silver
Seeking a spark while [D] life barely feels fresher
What does this all [C] mean?
I should be fine
But [Bb] I can't shake the feeling [D] I'm living alone _
[Bb] Will the end make [G] me whole again?
[Bb] _ It's like holding [D] on when my grip is [Dm] lost
I still feed my [F] insecurity on $9 [Bb] cards
Is it taking [D] over?
Will it bury [Dm] me?
Or [G] will clarity [F] become the cure for my [A] disease?
If I fall [Bb] again, will it be the [G] end?
I know it's wrong to think I'm strong, but I just [A] pretend
Is it taking [Bbm] over?
Will it bury [Bm] me?
Or will clarity [D] become the cure for my disease? _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ [F] _ _ [Bb] _ _
[D] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ [F] _ _ _ _
[Dm] _ _ _ _ [Bb] _ _ _ _
[F] _ _ _ _ [G] _ _ _ [F] _
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_ _ _ _ [Gm] _ _ _ _
_ It's like holding [C] on when my grip is [G] lost
I still feed my insecurity on [Bb] $9 cards
Is it taking [C] over?
Will it bury [G] me?
Or will clarity become the cure for my [D] disease? _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ [F] $9
_ [Bb] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
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