Chords for Deep Rap Song About Anxiety

[N] _ [A] _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[F#m] Justin King, _ Vienna Myrrh, this another [D] one. _ _ _ _ _
_ [A] _ _ _ _ _ Telling Beats
_ _ If I stumble, if I [E] fall, if I ever lose [F#m] it all _ _ _ _
On my [D] back, it's the wall I'll still be standing
[A] _ _ If I crumble till [E] I'm gone, if I cry until [F#m] I'm numb _ _ _
When [D] the lights go out, that's when I _ [A] _ _ illuminate _ _
_ _ _ _ _ [E] _ _ _
_ _ [F#m] _ Illuminate, _ illuminate, _ _ [D] illuminate
_ That's when I _ [A] illuminate
I feel like the devil inside of me, the depression I'm feeling, anxiety
It's a struggle but [E] normal, I try to be, but it's hard when there's no one who's [F#m] guiding me
All these people who don't understand, judging inside, telling you be a [D] man
Battling demons, I sink in the sand, pop through these hands, not shit to [A] defend
My thoughts suicidal, friends that I thought was my homies
But they just done turned to my bibles, right hand on the [E] bible, this one for the people
Going through things, they ain't cheating, I see, [F#] cause we all are the same
Gotta hold on cause it's all in our brain, gotta stay strong even though [D] we in pain
Gotta have faith even though that sometimes that we feeling the [A] same
I know that it's hard, I know that it's nice that we praying to God
I [E] know that there's times that we feel like we lost and we wanna give up
Just know that you won, you [F#m] stare at your phone, everyone leave me alone
I do this shit on my own, [D] nobody care about me when I'm gone
Sick of the people that tell me I'm wrong
[A] For everyone going through things, in this battle of [E] demons
Just know that there's light at the end of the tunnel
Whenever we feel like we bleeding, [F#] we gotta just keep moving forward
Everything has a [D] reason, just know that we gotta stay strong
And for [B] all of our friends and the people that [A] need us
_ If I stumble, if [E] I fall, if I ever lose [F#m] it all _ _ _
When my [D] back hits the wall, I'll still be standing
[A] _ _ If I crumble till [E] I'm gone, if I cry until [F#m] I'm numb
_ When _ [D] the lights go out, that's when I _ [A] _ _ illuminate _ _
_ _ _ _ _ [E] _ _ _
_ _ [F#m] _ Illuminate, illuminate, _
_ _ [D] _ illuminate
That's when I _ [A] illuminate
Never worry the people who's judging you
Only one is the one right in front of you
Just [E] believe you can do what you wanna do
And you see that the moment's in [F#] front of you
Know there's times when you feel like it's dark
Just know that there's light, you just gotta keep [D] up
Gotta keep pushing, don't ever give [A] up
I've been through the [Bm] struggle, I've been through the rough
[A] I've been through the storm, been through the pond
Been through the pain, well I feel like I'm [E] gone
Panic attacks, wishing we wasn't born
Hospital beds, why I stare at the walls
[F#m] What's happened to me, what's been in my life, but this happened to me
Wish I could go back to live wild and [D] free
Wish I could go back to the times when I feel like this is not even [A] me
I know that it's hard, I know that it's nice that we're praying to God
I know that there's times that we feel like we lost
And we wanna give up, just know that you won
You [F#m] stare at your phone, everyone leave me alone
I do this shit on my own, [D] nobody care about me when I'm gone
Sick of the people that tell me I'm wrong
[A] _ For everyone going through things
In this battle [E] of demons
Just know that there's light at [A#] the end of the tunnel
Whenever we feel like we're [F#] bleeding
We gotta just keep moving forward _
Everything has [D] a reason
Just know that we gotta stay strong man
For all of our friends and the people that [A] need us
If I stumble, if I fall
[E] If I ever lose it [F#m] _ all
When _ my [D] back hits the wall, I'll still be [A] standing
_ _ If I crumble till [E] I'm gone
If I cry until [F#m] I'm numb _ _ _
_ [D] When the lights go out
That's when I _ [A] _ _ _ illuminate _
_ _ _ _ _ Illuminate, yeah
_ _ [F#m] _ _ _ _ _ _
_ [D] Illuminate, illuminate
That's when I _ illuminate
_ [A] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _