Chords for Dax - Depression (Lyrics) | I can't find myself. I get lost inside my brain

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_ _ [Am] _ _ _ I can't [F] find myself.
_ _ I [G] get lost [Am] inside my brain.
Think I [F] might need help.
_ _ But I [G] push
the [Am] M away.
I get the [F] cars they _ dealt.
And [Em] there's nothing [Am] I can change.
So when I'm
[F] by myself, _ _ [C] I [G] just pray for [Am] brighter _ days. _ _
[F] Sometimes I sit and I [C] reminisce about the
[G] good times.
[Am] _ _ Wish I could get those [F] back.
I keep on running these races [C] that go in [G] my
mind.
[Am] _ _ And they go off these [F] tracks.
I'm not ready to erase all my [G] memories.
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[F] I fight depression
and I let [C] it get the best of [G] me.
[Am] _ _ Now there's nowhere to [F] run.
Nowhere to go.
Look [G] around
there's liquor [Am] bottles all on the floor.
Filling [F] up the space inside my heart and my home.
_ [G] Drowning out these thoughts until [Am] they leave me alone.
I can't [F] find myself.
_ _ I [G] get lost
[Am] inside my brain.
Think I [F] might need help.
_ _ But I [G] push the [Am] M away.
I get the [F] cars they
_ _ dealt.
And [G] there's nothing [Am] I can change.
So when I'm [F] by myself, _ _ [C] I [G] just pray for [Am] brighter
days.
These thoughts are draining all [F] my energy.
_ _ I try to tell [G] them that God has said [Am] I'm going
insane.
And then they recommend [F] a therapy.
_ _ And I go and talk [G] to a man who's [Am] getting paid
to explain.
He started saying that [F] the chemical imbalance is the [C] reason that my [Em] brain ain't
connecting to [Am] accomplishments associated with moving [F] on in life.
And past the things that
my heart [C] can not contain [Em] so the happiness [Am] won't sustain.
And he read me [F] my options.
_ _ He said here [G] goes a pill only [Am] take two eat a meal and it'll numb [F] how I feel. _ _ _ _ _
[D] _ _ _ _ _ I [F] can't
find myself.
_ _ I [G] get lost [Am] inside my brain.
Think I [F] might need help.
_ _ [C] But I push [G] the [Am] M away.
I get the [F] cars they _ dealt.
And [C] there's [G] nothing [Am] I can change.
So when I'm [F] by myself, _ _ _ [C] I [G] just pray
for [Am] brighter _ days.
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Should I drown all these thoughts or should I leave [G] them to float?
I've
[Am] got all of my flaws living inside of this [F] boat.
I've been anchored in pain the weight is [G] making
me choke.
It's [Am] getting harder to breathe is pulling right in my [F] throat.
I've been hoping
for change but don't know how [Em] to restart.
They [Am] say you ain't a man when you expose in your [F] heart.
And they say you insane until it tears [G] you apart.
And then [Am] they cut you so deep and they can tell
[F] by the scars.
We can only see pain when we accept [Em] who we are.
Try [Am] to run from the shame and you
won't never get [F] far.
Don't you bottle the pain [C] and leave your loop in the [G] dark.
You're meant [Am] to break
from those chains and shine as bright as a [F] star.
Don't you ever tell yourself [D] that your depression
[Em] is the reason you [Am] won't make it.
All that happiness is not in your [F] cards.
Without God you
can beat all the odds.
[Em] Keep your faith and you'll [Am] never be lost.
I can't [F] find myself.
_ _ I [G] get lost [Am] inside my brain.
You got [F] my need help.
_ _ But I [G] push off [Am] and step away.
I get [Dm] the cause [F] they _ dealt.
And [G] there's nothing [Am] I can change.
So when [F] I'm by myself, _ _ I [G] just pray for [Am] brighter _ days. _ _
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