Dax - Depression (Lyrics) | i can't find myself i get lost inside my brain Chords

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_ _ [Am] _ _ _ I can't [F] find myself _ _ I [G] get lost [Am] inside my brain
Think I [F] might need help _ But [G] I push stuff [Am] and move away
I get the [F] cost, they _ dealt [G] And there's nothing [Am] I can change
So when I'm [F] by myself _ _ _ I [G] just pray for [Am] brighter _ days _ _
[F] Sometimes I sit and I [C] reminisce about the good [G]
times
_ [Am] _ _ Wish I could get those [F] back I keep on running these races that [C] go in my [G] _
mind
[Am] _ _ And they go off these [F] tracks I'm not ready to erase all my [G] _
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[F] I fight depression and I let [C] it get the best [G] of me
[Am] _ _ Now there's nowhere to [F] run, nowhere to go Look [G] around, there's liquor [Am] bottles all on the floor
Filling up the [F] space inside my heart and my home
_ [G] Drowning out these thoughts until they [Am] leave me alone
I can't [F] find myself _ _ I [G] get lost [Am] inside my brain
Think I [F] might need help _ _ [G] But I push stuff [Am] and move away
I get the [F] cost, they _ dealt And [Em] there's nothing [Am] I can change
So when I'm [F] by myself _ _ [C] I [G] just pray for [Am] brighter days
These thoughts are draining all [F] my energy _ I try [C] to tell [G] them to God, they said [Am] I'm going insane
And then they [F] recommend a therapy _ _ [C] And I go and talk [G] to a man who's getting [Am] paid to explain
He started saying that the chemical imbalance is the reason [C] that my [Em] brain ain't connecting
_ [Am] _ To accomplishments associated with moving [F] on
And life has passed the planes that my heart [C] cannot contain
[Em] So the happiness [Am] won't sustain And he read [F] me my options
_ He said here [G] goes a pill Only [Am] take two eat a meal
And it'll numb how [F] I feel _ I _ _
[G] _ _ _ _ _ _ [F] can't find myself
_ [C] I get [G] lost [Am] inside my brain Think I [F] might need help
_ But I [G] push stuff [Am] and move away I get the [F] cost, they _ dealt
And [C] there's [G] nothing [Am] I can change So when I'm [F] by myself
_ _ I [G] just pray for [Am] brighter _ days
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Should I drown all these thoughts or should I leave [G] them to float?
I've [Am] got all of my flaws living inside [F] of this boat
I've been anchored in pain, the weight is making [G] me choke
It's [Am] getting harder to breathe, it's pulling right at my [F] throat
I've been hoping for change but don't know how [G] to restart
They [Am] say you ain't a man when you're exposing your [F] heart
And they say you insane until it tears [G] you apart
And then [Am] they cut you so deep and they [F] can tell by the scars
We can only see change when we [C] accept [G] who we are
Try [Am] to run from the shame and you won't ever give [F] up
Don't you bottle the pain and live your life [G] in the dark
You're meant [Am] to break from those chains and shine as bright as a [F] star
Don't you ever tell yourself that your [C] [Em] depletion is the reason you [Am] won't make it
All that happiness is not in your [F] cards
With our God you can beat all the [G] odds
Keep your faith and you'll [Am] never be lost
I can't [F] find myself
_ _ [Dm] I [G] get lost [Am] inside my brain
I think I [F] might need help
_ _ [G] But I push it off in a [Am] simple way
I get [Dm] the cause [F] they _ dealt
And [G] there's nothing [Am] I can change
So when I'm [F] by myself
_ _ I [G] just pray for [Am] brighter _ days _ _
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