Chords for Colicchie - Lord If You Hear Me ( Prod By Buckroll )

_ _ _ [C#] _ [B] My experience is I've hit bottoms in many [C#] areas of my life
[D#m] I attempt to make good [D#] decisions regardless of how I feel
There's [C#] many reasons why I [B] practice unconditional surrender in my life
But to be honest, [C#] I just got tired of [D#m] starting over _
_ Yeah, I'm heading nowhere fast [C#] quickly foot is on the gas [B] Lord
If you hear me grab the wheel before I crash I'm feeling my life is over
Let [C#] me throw it in the [D#m] trash, but I'm grateful.
I'm alive thinking about the ones that passed
I try to pray but [C#] sometimes I'm falling [B] short
God will whisper quietly the ball is in your court and I'm doing my best [F#] just to drown this guilt and shame trying [D#m] to climb
I'm about to gutter but my life is still the same.
This alcohol is numbing me, [C#] but only for the [B] moment
I'm feeling weak and frail, but I refuse to ever show it with all these recent thoughts.
I find it [F#] hard to function now
[D#m] _ Appetite for destruction my stomach growls.
I never gave a fuck [C#] until the day my daughter was born
[B] I used to enjoy hell grab the devil by the horns.
I'm not avoiding shit finding comfort [F#] in the storm
Listen, I have dead friends [D#m] that I still haven't _
_ _ [C#] On the right [B] track whatever life is throwing at me.
I promise I'll fight back
This anxiety [C#] is part of me and hard to breathe [D#m] and this is what I'm dealing with
It's more than just my artistry.
I want to calm it quiet, but [C#] my life is mostly [B] stress in the midst of chasing
My dreams I guess I overslept
I try to keep it moving this [C#] depressions got a hold of [D#m] me and I would throw it all away if I was told
Oh to me I should ask for help.
It [C#] really don't know who to call.
See [B] I don't care
I'm not afraid to lose it all a mad
Suicidal as I [C#] maneuver through these [D#m] raindrops swallowing these pills as I attempt to make the pain stop
Flashbacks the [C#] terror makes me [B] cringe cuz I remember seeing blood inside of that syringe.
I'm causing massive damage
[C#] _ See [D#m] I'm not a bad person I'm just doing evil shit
I'm giving this all I got until [C#] the day I tap [B] out welcoming encouragement, but I attract doubt see I'm jumping out my skin
I'm just [C#] trying to survive [D#m] the stress and agitation is colliding in my mind
I [C#] feel I'm falling off the edge [B] and all these bad decisions are revolving in my head
Growing up uncertain.
[C#] My father was a [D#m] stranger
Compassion's not exist that I would rather feel the anger
_ But I'm [C#] coping with the surge [B] holding it together, but I'm broken and disturbed
I'm breaking every law [C#] while I'm eluding police
Resentments are the poison that is polluting my peace
So no one look at me just let me go [B] unnoticed
I wanna pull the trigger, but I see the gun is loaded holding this guns in my head
It's making [C#] my arms higher [D#m] with a knife about my back and threw it in the bonfire
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