Chords for Colicchie " Drug Addiction " with lyrics

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[F#] Khaleesi, you see everybody got [C#] a story to tell, [F] well here's [A#m] mine.
My pain's deep, I've been through hell, [F] I managed to survive so I got a story to [F#] tell,
listen, I stand victorious, make the sign of the [C#] cross, look I'm here to be the voice
for every friend [F] I've ever [A#m] lost, let me pray as I put together my [F] hands, I've never been
ashamed to tell you the person I [F#] am, when it comes to doing drugs I have [C#] never been
a rookie but hold up, let me tell you about the [F] places that they [A#m] took me, I haven't showered,
it's been possibly a [F] week and I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible to [F#] speak, that
coke is in my arm now it's impossible to sleep, [C#] my throat's numb, closed shut [A#m] so it's impossible
to eat, losing weight's a part of my daily [F] routine, I always use against my will, just
praying I was [F#] clean, so nod your head if you understand what I [C#] mean, when I was growing
up I never thought that [A#m] I would be a fiend, ever, my life's tumultuous, it's never getting
[F] better, another abscess from my arm is getting [F#] severed, my exquisite vision, depiction of
[C#] dereliction, livid living conditions, [F] malicious on a [A#m] mission, all these green tree cops, look
they all know me by my [F] first name, paramedics had to revive me, this ain't a [F#] game, I've
worn the same clothes for like the last 10 [C#] days, and look I wanna do better but I don't
know [F] a different [A#m] way, completely all alone, I'm sitting in this [F] room, I empty out the
bags, brown liquid in the [F#] spoon, I have to do a lot, can no longer do a [C#] little, the water's
been added, I place the [A#m] cotton in the middle, I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic
[F] device as I am tying off, I'm trying to find a decent vein to [F#] strike, I shove it ever so
gently up underneath my [C#] skin as I am pulling back the plunger to this [F] blood and the syringe,
[A#m] I push it in and try to drift away to [F] heaven, but criminals like me that's never the place
that we're [F#] headed, the guilt, shame, remorse and regret I never address, [C#] and I'm a mess
from all this pain and this anguish [F] I'm filled with, [A#m] stress, overdoses, I'm emotionally broken,
this ain't a [F] joke, and smoking on a new port I never have any [F#] hope, this is me, I'm feeling
like I don't [C#] deserve more, I feel disgusted as I'm [F] pushing on this [A#m] burnt shore, someone
stole the vinegar in the midst of a [F] blackout, another shooting gallery, another crack [F#] house,
on the porch, welcome to hell, he's on the [C#] floor, man I'm glancing at my arms and all
I [A#m] ever see are sore tracks, I'm feeling filthy, dirty needles with the [Fm] orange caps, peeking out
the window, someone whispers, lock the [F#] door, latch, we're blasting off, departing from this
[C#] mothership, I'll walk around as others, search the [Fm] car, but throw [A#m] another hit,
crests, whitening strips and mach 3's, [F] I'm on a suicidal mission, till these cops try to [F#] stop me,
we boosted everyday, selling steaks for half [C#] price, any dream I ever had was shattered [F] by glass [A#m] pipes,
glass rose, devil got me in his [F] lasso, enter the gates of hell, and I didn't even have a [F#] passcode,
I'm hard headed, I will never learn my [C#] lesson, you know the drug, commit a [F] crime and get [A#m] arrested,
the misery never ends, I spend another week in [F] jail, I don't have friends, family never paid
my [F#] bills, so I would withdraw and kick on that concrete [C#] floor, I feel I've had enough of my [F] body
and screaming [A#m] more, the food is horrible but I haven't eaten in [F] days, no reason to call home
cause I got nothing left to [F#] say, I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see [C#] prison, look I'm
tired and exhausted from this [F] life that I am [A#m] living, I would get a couple days clean and say
that I was [F] done, but every time I got released I was back on the [F#] run, it's back to thieving, lying,
robbing and ripping and [C#] running, these problems I don't solve them, I'm crippled [F] and sick to my
[A#m] stomach, I hang with prostitutes and these heavy [F] degenerates, I'm homeless for the moment but that's
really quite [F#] irrelevant, the only thing that matters in life is my next [C#] high, I gotta be willing to
change and [F] give it my best [A#m] try, I'm a servant and this heroin's my [F] king, I'm feeling like a slave as
I dangle from these [F#] proper strings, I'm just a marionette, I'm staring to [C#] death as I am carrying
regrets that are just [F] tearing through my [A#m] flesh, we're dealing with a topic we're so careless to
[F] neglect, we're dealing with a dilemma leaving every parent [F#] stressed, I'm so sick and tired though of
being sick and [C#] tired, but then it finally happened [A#m] motivated by desire, I hit this point I wanted to
change, enough [F] is enough, my efforts been exhausted and I'm tired of being [F#] stuck, my faith is never
blind and my future I barely [C#] see, but overnight was overminded, I had [F] this moment of [A#m] clarity,
so it begins and it's essential I [F] believe, because if it worked for you then it just has to work for
[F#] me, through all this pain there's gotta be a positive [C#] message, I talked about the past now
let's [F] talk about the [A#m] present, I'm no longer living that way for me it's a [F] blessing, but with one bad
decision I am back in that [F#] obsession, and 03 was diagnosed with Hepatitis [C#] C, I utilize the bad it's
always [A#m] been a fuel for driving me, and then you ask me why do I give this my [F] all, I'm not trying to see
rest in peace on my Facebook [F#] wall, I got clean in 05 and started [C#] rapping, I started touching
lies I never [F] thought that this would [A#m] happen, this shit today trust me it is [F] inherent when it's
killing everybody in the comments are [F#] disparaging, no one cares it gives a fuck that I'm [C#] clean for
them another deadly overdose it's [F] just something to [A#m] say, look I pay attention to every post that I
[F] read as you were sitting there judging in front of your iPhone [F#] screen, talking about these dying
addicts and how they are [C#] worthless, and if they put a needle in their [F] arm then they [A#m] deserve it,
but that's someone's mother, someone's uncle, [F] someone's daughter, and that's someone's aunt,
someone's son, and someone's [F#] father, as I rap the shit is giving me [C#] chills, and I'm speaking off
experience that's [F] how I know it's [A#m] real, these ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a
disease, and look I really don't care you can believe what you [F#] believe, I don't care to argue
I don't gotta give you [C#] proof, listen I was caught you don't [F] gotta defend the [A#m] truth, incurable,
progressive, and faded when less [F] arrested, I'm expressing aggression with every sentiment
[F#] confession, once a junkie always a junkie you're [C#] boring me, the last time I checked there's one
[F] ultimate [A#m] authority, I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these [F] critics, cause if you've
never lived it then trust me you'll never [F#] get it, be quiet, [C#] you're not allowed to speak about it,
if you've never lived it then you're [F] not allowed to [A#m] speak about it, how often you [F] forget the only
time that you should ever open your mouth is [F#] to eat a dick, everybody is dying it makes me [C#] sick,
this isn't an epidemic this is [F] more like an [A#m] apocalypse, so when I struggle it's only right
that I [F] fight and my experience recites on how that diamond saved my [F#] life, look you don't got a clue
what I've been [C#] through, when I was at my worst you couldn't [F] walk a mile in [A#m] my shoes, I survived a lot
so it's only right that I [F] smile when I'm aware of my surroundings I'm no longer in [F#] denial,
I'm blown away by every message that I [C#] get, it gives me motivation it's the [F] reason I never [A#m] quit,
we gotta do this together we must [F] trust, there's no you there's no me there's just [F#] us, I'm doing
this with courage, I'm doing this with [C#] pride, I'm doing this for every single [F] friend that's ever [A#m] died,
I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost [F] a loved one, so live your life cause tomorrow may never
[F#] come, be grateful for your past embrace it don't get [C#] embarrassed, every day there is more children
growing [F] up without their [A#m] parents, I felt pain look I'm not afraid to [F] cry, my life changed once I was
willing to [F#] try, I've been given many chances now it's truly do or [C#] die, I'm doing what it takes
so my [F] daughter will never [A#m] see me high, _ _ [F] I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never [F#] see me high
_ _ _ [C#] I'm doing what it takes so my [F] daughter will never [A#m] see me high
high _ _ [F] I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never [F#] see me high
_ _ _ [C#] I'm doing what it takes so my [A#m] daughter will never see me high
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