Chords for CHVSE - Blackout (Official Music Video)

[N] _ _ If you or someone you know is [A] struggling with addiction, please seek [Ab] help before it takes over your life [Gb] entirely.
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_ We tend to forget that addicts can [Ab] be the people we know and love.
[A] Never discredit [B] someone because of mistakes [F] that they've made.
_ After all, you never know [Gb] what kind of journey led them to rock bottom.
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_ _ [F] _ _ _ [C] Yeah, _ I was a nice kid.
Grew up with a [D] family, didn't like them.
Always had some [C] food on my plate and a place to bite in.
But all of a [F] sudden it's like a switch flipped.
Hits on my [A] head telling me I don't deserve shit.
Then I would wake up and then I'd perch into the mirror.
Pick apart the imperfections on the person who'd appear.
Cause I [F] don't love myself or the way that I look.
I was a little fat and hated all that weight on my foot.
All that [A] weight on my shoulders.
Everyday just depressed.
Everyday getting older and everyday feeling less.
My [F] homies like, I can tell you got some shit on your chest.
My mama drinks a little [A] bit instead it eases the stress.
And I'm like, aight.
We walked to his crib and we stole the bottle.
I [Am] started feeling nervous but [F] drank it then fell hollow.
He dabbed me up and said my mom's about to be back.
But there's some more inside the liquor cabinet we could drink tomorrow.
I'm [A] like, yeah.
Yeah, homie.
Don't worry, it's cool.
I gotta go to bed early so I wake up for school.
But after [F] that we gonna dabble in the greatest of booze.
Then boom.
I blacked out.
I didn't wake up till noon.
I [Am] thought I'm ringing the bell.
My mom's ringing my cell.
She's pissed off cause she heard that I've been drinking [F] myself.
But she don't understand the deep inside I'm drinking for help.
I said, fuck it.
I'm leaving.
I don't need you to yell.
I pack my [A] bags up and crash with a couple of friends.
Couple months of wine still the buzzing bonnet.
I think I'm more sad now than I [F] ever have been.
I need some stronger medication so I called up a friend.
I said, listen homie.
All that drinking shit ain't working, man.
[A] Give me something else.
He like, chill.
I got the Percocets.
I'm [F] getting more tomorrow.
If you like it you can buy the next.
I said, deal.
Met in [Am] person and I tried the shit.
Within the hour I'm loving [A] a new thrill.
Hit my friend back and said, could you cup me a new deal?
And he dolled in the blue pills.
This [F] shit is just too ill.
I'm confused cause his mood was [A] prudent and too thrilled.
He was happy that I've been struggling lots.
[F] Cause he knew that in the end it could double his guap.
When my struggle would begin, then his struggle would stop.
But I still bought a love his product when [Am] we linked to the spot.
So fast forward a few weeks.
[C] I'm addicted to drugs.
Somehow my mama found out and pulled me [A] back from the thugs.
[F] Moved me back into a crib and tried to show me a thug.
But I was numb and only interested in getting the buzz.
And it's [Am] fucked up cause she was only trying to be nice.
I didn't listen, shit I left and I [A] stayed out for the night.
Man I went [F] clubbing with my homies that were down for the dines.
Then went home the next day to make a mountain of thighs.
Shit I [A] woke up around 3, heard a knock at the door.
Then these voices started talking shit I heard them before.
I couldn't [F] put my finger on it so I had to explore.
But on the table was the bottle that I left in my drawer.
Shit, [A] my mom found it.
Turned around to see the family.
They all looking down on me and they ain't looking happily.
[F] This when I regurgitised, what the fuck this is?
Y'all are here to try to take away my substances.
My mom [A] reached forward then grabbed the bottle off the counter top.
She looked at me and said, Chase, this has to stop.
[F] I lashed out and said it stops when I decide it [E] will.
I grabbed the bottle from her hand, do not deny the [Am] pills.
Then I ran up to my room, grabbed [F] the gun that I had hidden in a couple of blues.
Pressed the tablets on the table, hit a couple of snooze.
Then put the clip inside the gun, loaded back in and boom.
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_ _ _ _ _ [F] I see my family walking up to me.
I wish that I could say I'm sorry for this fuckery.
I never meant to hurt you, but I was hurt and had to fucking leave.
It's almost like they heard me fucking singing cause they hugging me.
[Am] Oh mama, you can't shake me away.
Stop dragging, I'm gone, let it [Ab] into your brain.
[F] Your heart's gonna break, get every fucking thought out of my face.
But let you learn from my lessons so you don't make the mistake.
Just [A] tell my story and let them know that I'm sorry.
I used to love the thought of death but now the [F] reaper's [A] upon me.
And shit, [F] I'm scared.
Save me mom, I'm passing away.
I wish I didn't put that bullet through the back of my brain.
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