Chords for 9TAILS - draft 001 (prod. idealism)

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[F#m] You said a Christmas [A] party, last year at home, get f**ked
_ _ I [D] ain't even [A] come here for the [D] money
_ Christmas [A] party, last year at home, get f**ked
[D] I may forget what you had said right now
Later it'll hit my head [F#m] somehow
I haven't eaten since I last laid [A] down
Three days no sleep so f**k the [D] bread right now
My people tell me it'll all [A] work [D] out
My brain it told [Am] me check the [D] past life out
You were f**ked up, now I throw up [A] when I compare it to my now
I got some problems I should really sort [G] out
Instead of running [A] head [D] down
Living [A] piece of s**t, [D] you smell the fumes from my [F#m] house
And it ferment cause I never go [A] out
Blow, bring us something else and I might take my lights out
It's not fair for others, swear I care
For [D] others took me years to raise my [A] head and share the air
With [D] others now I smother them, I aim for anti-sin
[A] I got a lot of gin to drink before I'm whole again
I just wanna lay my body on the ottoman
And love you well mentally present there for all of it
[F#m] Honestly it's hard for me when rapping hourly for [A] salary
And still take time to live in my reality
This heavy feeling always disembowel me
I'm spending [D] hours f**king showering
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[D] The love they show [Bm] despite my faults is so [A] empowering
I'm glad my soul is keeping close again
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